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So I'm posting. even though I'm pretty sure I wont get any comments. But it's okay.
So a person once told me that our fate has already been decided and it will happen to us no matter what, and all we do is react to what life has already decided to hand us before hand.
well I don't know if it's true but I am starting to think so. I don't know what God is trying to tell me though about my life. Maybe that I need to learn how to be alone and not always "belonging" to someone else. So here's what happened.
Every guy that I have ever known, says I'm in the past and there is no future for us. Every guy that I make a date with stands me up. Everytime I get stood up Barry magically apears at my house or on the phone. (well not magically, I'm sure he usually drives...J/P)I don't know what I am meant to learn from all of my heart ache...maybe I'm not supposed to learn anything. But I am gaining a fear to LOVE. everytime I do, I get hurt. That's all I want is to find someone to love me for me, and stay with me through thick and thin with that love. Maybe it's a fear of mine to live and die alone. What is wrog with me?
So a person once told me that our fate has already been decided and it will happen to us no matter what, and all we do is react to what life has already decided to hand us before hand.
well I don't know if it's true but I am starting to think so. I don't know what God is trying to tell me though about my life. Maybe that I need to learn how to be alone and not always "belonging" to someone else. So here's what happened.
Every guy that I have ever known, says I'm in the past and there is no future for us. Every guy that I make a date with stands me up. Everytime I get stood up Barry magically apears at my house or on the phone. (well not magically, I'm sure he usually drives...J/P)I don't know what I am meant to learn from all of my heart ache...maybe I'm not supposed to learn anything. But I am gaining a fear to LOVE. everytime I do, I get hurt. That's all I want is to find someone to love me for me, and stay with me through thick and thin with that love. Maybe it's a fear of mine to live and die alone. What is wrog with me?