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Man, this sucks.
I'm so confused about everything right now. My life is in disarray.
No car. That sucks.
No job. That sucks.
And her. She drives me crazy. I can't stop talking about her, I can't stop thinking about her. I've spent a week with this girl, one solid week, and I'm afraid she's getting tired of me. That's the last thing I want. I want to be around her, and talk to her, and say random stupid things that only the two of us would get.
Everything has worked out so strangely with her. We got set up on a blind date by Markie, of all people. She's 2 years older than me, so I figured she'd just write me off as some little kid or something. Surprisingly, she liked me. Things were great. Now she's acting differently. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Maybe I'm just being a pessimist. But I don't want to get hurt again. It's happened too many times in the past. I wish I could know how she felt, like exactly how she felt, so I'd know if I was making a mistake by doing this. I don't want to get attached and then get left behind again.
Damn my stupidity.
I'm so confused about everything right now. My life is in disarray.
No car. That sucks.
No job. That sucks.
And her. She drives me crazy. I can't stop talking about her, I can't stop thinking about her. I've spent a week with this girl, one solid week, and I'm afraid she's getting tired of me. That's the last thing I want. I want to be around her, and talk to her, and say random stupid things that only the two of us would get.
Everything has worked out so strangely with her. We got set up on a blind date by Markie, of all people. She's 2 years older than me, so I figured she'd just write me off as some little kid or something. Surprisingly, she liked me. Things were great. Now she's acting differently. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Maybe I'm just being a pessimist. But I don't want to get hurt again. It's happened too many times in the past. I wish I could know how she felt, like exactly how she felt, so I'd know if I was making a mistake by doing this. I don't want to get attached and then get left behind again.
Damn my stupidity.