Roller Coaster of Suck
1. I've seen up to the 10th episode of BSG from S3. I just randomly jotted stuff down as I watchd the first 9 episodes. Here we go.
Season 3 Gaeta is effing hot. Those sideburns with that jacket he's always in?? NGGGH.
And is it just me, or does a beard totally change Chief's entire personality? LOL
STARBUCK HAS A KID???????????????????????????????
So did like EVERYONE get married? Jesus, it's been an exciting year. Chief and Cally, Helo and Sharon, Starbuck and Anders, and Dee and Lee? It's so...weird.
The Admiral's speech before they go in to save everyone is AWESOME.
EW LEE AND DEE JUST BREAK UP ALREADY. WORST COUPLE EVER.
WHOA TIGH KILLED HIS WIFE??? S;LDKFJ'S;DFK';LSD
QUESTION: If Hera is supposedly the first in the new race of human/cyclons, then how is Kara's kid older? Isn't she also half cylon? WTFRAK is it still her kid even though that other chick is Casie's mom? SO CONFUSED.
It's a shame they killed that Jammer guy, he kind of looked like Jake Gyllenhaal.
LOL I don't know if you guys remember a few months ago when I had seen 5 minutes of BSG and I saw Gaius, and I was like "Is he like Lupin?" LMAOOO
I finally saw that episode, it's when he's with Three, and she's being all seductive, and Gaius is all like, "I helped you, why are you treating me this way?" LOL no wonder I thought he was so nice. Don't worry, I do not think of Gaius as ANYTHING like Lupin now hahaha.
*Unfinished Business*
Deserves it's own title here because I already know what goes down. MWA HA HA
UM YEAH HI HELO AND LEE BOXING. MY, WHAT NICE BICEPS YOU BOTH HAVE. OH, I LOVE IT.
HI SWEATY ANDERS.
THE FIGHTING AGATHONS LMAO
Starbuck's new tattoo is kind of awesome.
Okay so I love it how Lee and Kara always talk about 2 inches from each other's faces. IT'S SO HOT LOL. The whole time they're talking, I'm just like MAKE OUT ALREADY.
LOL yo are Bill and Laura STONED??? AL;DSJFA;LSDKJFKLS LOVE IT.
OH SHIT THE OLD MAN IS TOTALLY KICKING CHIEF'S ASS.
ANDERS UNDER THE TABLE!! LOL DEE IS PACKING IT IN TO PACK. DRUNK LEE RULES.
MY NAME IS LEE ADAMA! AND I LOVE KARA THRACE!
UM...;ZLKDJF;LKADFJ;LKAJF;LKSDJF;LKASJF;LKJASD;LFJAS';F;LSADKJF;LASKDFJ
D;LFJASD;LKFJ;LKSDFLKSDJFLK;SDJF
DF;LAJSD;LFKJDSL;KFJAS;LDKFJ
I LOVE KARA THRACE AND I DON'T CARE WHO FRAKKING KNOWS! Z;SG';ZLSDG
KARA THRACE LOVES LEE ADAMA!!! YO STARBUCK JUST SQUEED OMG.
WHY DID SHE GET MARRIED???
ALAKSDF;LDKSJFKL;ASD OMG SO THE BOXING TUNED INTO HUGGING AND DEE'S FACE AND SHE MISSED HIM AND HE MISSED HER TOO AND ;LKSDJF;LAKSDJF;LKASJDF;LKASJF;LAJSDF;LKASJD;FLKJSAD;LKFJ
BEST. EPISODE. EVER. I NEED TO WATCH IT AGAIN, I THINK. I AM SQUEETASTIC RIGHT NOW OMFG.
2. MY VERTIGO IS GETTING WORSE. When I got out of bed this morning I FELL THE FUCK OVER. Pardon my French, but seriously, do you guys know what it's like to stand up and just fall on your face, first thing in the morning? I looked like a drunken cartoon. And when I'm sitting still, I feel like I'm moving. Like I'm on an amusement park ride. You know that swooping feeling you get in your stomach when you're on one of those big pirate shippy things? THAT'S HOW I FEEL ALL THE TIME. I am SO NAUSEATED. IT'S LIKE BEING ON A ROLLER COASTER 24 HOURS A DAY. And my muscles are all weak and twitchy because I feel like I'm moving. Imagine trying to brush your hair while on a roller coaster. That's how it feels. WTF, guys. WTF.
I don't know how much longer I can take this, guys. I'm trying to stay in a good mood, but this is getting ridiciulous. I can't see straight. I can't think straight. I can't drive. We have no food in my house, so for 3 days I've been eating stale cereal and popcorn and tea. I am sick of floating in space. And I'm going to be so broke next week, as I have now missed 3 days of work. Fuckin A. This blows.
This happens about once a year, where my brain just freaks out and stays like this for a week at a time. So I'm not too worried, but still. It sucks. And it's not getting better. BAH.
3. I want to make icons more than anything. But I am so dizzy. This should be interesting.
4. I've been trying to skim through the f-list for the last few days, but unfortunately I'm not thinking straight, so it's hard for me to come up with anything good respond with. I still love you guys. I'll be back when my brain stops rotating in my skull.
And while we're here, in case you may not know what the hell I'm babbling about, let me briefly explain:
Here we go, in list form, as I don't have the wherewithall the form full paragraphs.
- 4 1/2 years ago I was perfectly normal.
- And then one day out of nowhere I felt so tired I couldn't stand up.
- I was slurring my speech, sweating profusely, I looked and felt like I was really drunk, I couldn't remember what I was saying halfway through a sentence, I could barely walk, and I always felt like there was a 700 pound man laying on top of me, I was soooo tired.
- So I had to drop out of school.
- And for 6 months I couldn't drive, or read, or go anywhere, because I was so dizzy, and so out of it, and so shaky, and so miserable.
- I went to 12 doctors.
- None of them ever figured out wtf was wrong.
- The best answer was that a virus somehow got into my brain and fucked it up.
- So after 6 months, they put me on anti-vertigo meds and gave me a stimulant that they usually give narcoleptics so I could function like a real person.
- And diagnosed me with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, which isn't even really a thing, it's just something they tell people like me when they can't figure out what's really wrong with you.
- I have had permanant, unrelenting vertigo since September of 2001.
- It usually feels like I'm on a boat, while everyone else is standing still.
- But sometimes, like this week, I just start spinning out of control for whatever reason.
- I also have a permanant tremor in my right hand.
- Strobe lights,flourescent lights, old computer monitors, and 3-D stuff makes me worse, and I actually start to get this weird brainfog. It's almost like people who have seizures, except my brain doesn't seize, it just stops working for a while.
- And I'm twice as tired as anyone else, no matter how much I sleep.
- And if I do too much for a few days, I end up like I am right now.
So. Put that in your pipe and smoke it. I just wanted you to understand wtfrak is going on at the moment. I like to say my brain is melting. But really, I have no idea why this happens.
Anyway, don't like, feel bad for me or anything. I'm used to this. I'm just frustrated. I WANT TO STOP TEH SPINNING.
Season 3 Gaeta is effing hot. Those sideburns with that jacket he's always in?? NGGGH.
And is it just me, or does a beard totally change Chief's entire personality? LOL
STARBUCK HAS A KID???????????????????????????????
So did like EVERYONE get married? Jesus, it's been an exciting year. Chief and Cally, Helo and Sharon, Starbuck and Anders, and Dee and Lee? It's so...weird.
The Admiral's speech before they go in to save everyone is AWESOME.
EW LEE AND DEE JUST BREAK UP ALREADY. WORST COUPLE EVER.
WHOA TIGH KILLED HIS WIFE??? S;LDKFJ'S;DFK';LSD
QUESTION: If Hera is supposedly the first in the new race of human/cyclons, then how is Kara's kid older? Isn't she also half cylon? WTFRAK is it still her kid even though that other chick is Casie's mom? SO CONFUSED.
It's a shame they killed that Jammer guy, he kind of looked like Jake Gyllenhaal.
LOL I don't know if you guys remember a few months ago when I had seen 5 minutes of BSG and I saw Gaius, and I was like "Is he like Lupin?" LMAOOO
I finally saw that episode, it's when he's with Three, and she's being all seductive, and Gaius is all like, "I helped you, why are you treating me this way?" LOL no wonder I thought he was so nice. Don't worry, I do not think of Gaius as ANYTHING like Lupin now hahaha.
*Unfinished Business*
Deserves it's own title here because I already know what goes down. MWA HA HA
UM YEAH HI HELO AND LEE BOXING. MY, WHAT NICE BICEPS YOU BOTH HAVE. OH, I LOVE IT.
HI SWEATY ANDERS.
THE FIGHTING AGATHONS LMAO
Starbuck's new tattoo is kind of awesome.
Okay so I love it how Lee and Kara always talk about 2 inches from each other's faces. IT'S SO HOT LOL. The whole time they're talking, I'm just like MAKE OUT ALREADY.
LOL yo are Bill and Laura STONED??? AL;DSJFA;LSDKJFKLS LOVE IT.
OH SHIT THE OLD MAN IS TOTALLY KICKING CHIEF'S ASS.
ANDERS UNDER THE TABLE!! LOL DEE IS PACKING IT IN TO PACK. DRUNK LEE RULES.
MY NAME IS LEE ADAMA! AND I LOVE KARA THRACE!
UM...;ZLKDJF;LKADFJ;LKAJF;LKSDJF;LKASJF;LKJASD;LFJAS';F;LSADKJF;LASKDFJ
D;LFJASD;LKFJ;LKSDFLKSDJFLK;SDJF
DF;LAJSD;LFKJDSL;KFJAS;LDKFJ
I LOVE KARA THRACE AND I DON'T CARE WHO FRAKKING KNOWS! Z;SG';ZLSDG
KARA THRACE LOVES LEE ADAMA!!! YO STARBUCK JUST SQUEED OMG.
WHY DID SHE GET MARRIED???
ALAKSDF;LDKSJFKL;ASD OMG SO THE BOXING TUNED INTO HUGGING AND DEE'S FACE AND SHE MISSED HIM AND HE MISSED HER TOO AND ;LKSDJF;LAKSDJF;LKASJDF;LKASJF;LAJSDF;LKASJD;FLKJSAD;LKFJ
BEST. EPISODE. EVER. I NEED TO WATCH IT AGAIN, I THINK. I AM SQUEETASTIC RIGHT NOW OMFG.
2. MY VERTIGO IS GETTING WORSE. When I got out of bed this morning I FELL THE FUCK OVER. Pardon my French, but seriously, do you guys know what it's like to stand up and just fall on your face, first thing in the morning? I looked like a drunken cartoon. And when I'm sitting still, I feel like I'm moving. Like I'm on an amusement park ride. You know that swooping feeling you get in your stomach when you're on one of those big pirate shippy things? THAT'S HOW I FEEL ALL THE TIME. I am SO NAUSEATED. IT'S LIKE BEING ON A ROLLER COASTER 24 HOURS A DAY. And my muscles are all weak and twitchy because I feel like I'm moving. Imagine trying to brush your hair while on a roller coaster. That's how it feels. WTF, guys. WTF.
I don't know how much longer I can take this, guys. I'm trying to stay in a good mood, but this is getting ridiciulous. I can't see straight. I can't think straight. I can't drive. We have no food in my house, so for 3 days I've been eating stale cereal and popcorn and tea. I am sick of floating in space. And I'm going to be so broke next week, as I have now missed 3 days of work. Fuckin A. This blows.
This happens about once a year, where my brain just freaks out and stays like this for a week at a time. So I'm not too worried, but still. It sucks. And it's not getting better. BAH.
3. I want to make icons more than anything. But I am so dizzy. This should be interesting.
4. I've been trying to skim through the f-list for the last few days, but unfortunately I'm not thinking straight, so it's hard for me to come up with anything good respond with. I still love you guys. I'll be back when my brain stops rotating in my skull.
And while we're here, in case you may not know what the hell I'm babbling about, let me briefly explain:
Here we go, in list form, as I don't have the wherewithall the form full paragraphs.
- 4 1/2 years ago I was perfectly normal.
- And then one day out of nowhere I felt so tired I couldn't stand up.
- I was slurring my speech, sweating profusely, I looked and felt like I was really drunk, I couldn't remember what I was saying halfway through a sentence, I could barely walk, and I always felt like there was a 700 pound man laying on top of me, I was soooo tired.
- So I had to drop out of school.
- And for 6 months I couldn't drive, or read, or go anywhere, because I was so dizzy, and so out of it, and so shaky, and so miserable.
- I went to 12 doctors.
- None of them ever figured out wtf was wrong.
- The best answer was that a virus somehow got into my brain and fucked it up.
- So after 6 months, they put me on anti-vertigo meds and gave me a stimulant that they usually give narcoleptics so I could function like a real person.
- And diagnosed me with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, which isn't even really a thing, it's just something they tell people like me when they can't figure out what's really wrong with you.
- I have had permanant, unrelenting vertigo since September of 2001.
- It usually feels like I'm on a boat, while everyone else is standing still.
- But sometimes, like this week, I just start spinning out of control for whatever reason.
- I also have a permanant tremor in my right hand.
- Strobe lights,flourescent lights, old computer monitors, and 3-D stuff makes me worse, and I actually start to get this weird brainfog. It's almost like people who have seizures, except my brain doesn't seize, it just stops working for a while.
- And I'm twice as tired as anyone else, no matter how much I sleep.
- And if I do too much for a few days, I end up like I am right now.
So. Put that in your pipe and smoke it. I just wanted you to understand wtfrak is going on at the moment. I like to say my brain is melting. But really, I have no idea why this happens.
Anyway, don't like, feel bad for me or anything. I'm used to this. I'm just frustrated. I WANT TO STOP TEH SPINNING.