thoughts
1 april... Like a laugh's day, but nothing funny...
Have bought recently new LIFE:) mobile card to make free calls on life:) phone numbers, but... What's the sense?
6 april- this is a birthday of one person, to whom two my songs - "Eagless" and "Exmuse" were devoted...
The first of them was written on chorus of song "While your lips are still red", (a brand new song by Nightwish a year ago) it was one of her favourite songs, she told me that she was listening to that song when we met the first time.
The second one was written later on my own music.
We were dating for two weeks (and in fact during these two weeks she was dating with two guys simultaneously), I was impressed very much by her. Then we quarreled and splitted up...
But, omg, what's wrong with me - can't I still forget about her? Why am I still so much obsessed with her?
We didn't communicate for a long time, and I tried to make a prunc call to her, telling her that she won a ticket to cradle of filth concert on the center in lviv on sixth april but she hanged up the phone.
My acquaintance gave me an article "Emotional tones - the thread of your vitality!", it is based on L. Ron Habbard A SCIENCE OF SURVIVAL book, in this article emotional tones of everybody are divided to five categories and priced by a number (from zero - death to four - Enthusiasm), so my current level is Apathy, its number is 0.05 - it is a slight better than death and belongs to cathegory - the world is ugly.
Have a phone but have nobody to call...
Have a lot (or have smth) but never satisfied...
Have an ambition but never happy? never tried?
Am I happy? No, I don't...
Am I ok? No, no, no...
Am I alright? Are you kidding, aren't you???
Maybe, I shouldn't even trying calling her...
Have bought recently new LIFE:) mobile card to make free calls on life:) phone numbers, but... What's the sense?
6 april- this is a birthday of one person, to whom two my songs - "Eagless" and "Exmuse" were devoted...
The first of them was written on chorus of song "While your lips are still red", (a brand new song by Nightwish a year ago) it was one of her favourite songs, she told me that she was listening to that song when we met the first time.
The second one was written later on my own music.
We were dating for two weeks (and in fact during these two weeks she was dating with two guys simultaneously), I was impressed very much by her. Then we quarreled and splitted up...
But, omg, what's wrong with me - can't I still forget about her? Why am I still so much obsessed with her?
We didn't communicate for a long time, and I tried to make a prunc call to her, telling her that she won a ticket to cradle of filth concert on the center in lviv on sixth april but she hanged up the phone.
My acquaintance gave me an article "Emotional tones - the thread of your vitality!", it is based on L. Ron Habbard A SCIENCE OF SURVIVAL book, in this article emotional tones of everybody are divided to five categories and priced by a number (from zero - death to four - Enthusiasm), so my current level is Apathy, its number is 0.05 - it is a slight better than death and belongs to cathegory - the world is ugly.
Have a phone but have nobody to call...
Have a lot (or have smth) but never satisfied...
Have an ambition but never happy? never tried?
Am I happy? No, I don't...
Am I ok? No, no, no...
Am I alright? Are you kidding, aren't you???
Maybe, I shouldn't even trying calling her...