You say hello, inside im screamin' I LOVE YOU, You say goodnight, In my mind IM SLEEPIN' NEXT TO YOU

May 24, 2005 22:02

Hello

It's been sometime, but not too much. Nothing is new in life. Hazar Imam is going to give a didar in toronto on the 8th of june. Translation: Our Living Spritual Leader Is Giving Some Important Schpeele In... At first, we weren't sure of the dates and i thought my mom would have to miss my graduation. Im glad she'll be there. I might go up to toronto too, even though this is during my finals. Ill just take them sooner. Well whatever, its up to my teachers. I really don't think i have the absences to spare. I dont think i want to go, its going to be so chaotic and such an interruption with the final days of school and all. You know? Part of me wants to be there for those final days. But I'm also curious as to how big of a thing this event really is. I mean supposedly he comes to visit like every 20 years. Is it really all that magical? important? necessary? rewarding? i wonder...

Do you think God gets mad for questioning things like that?

Im sick, or i have allergies. I always have allergies. Todays were bad though. I almost died like 6 times. But my mom was nice to me today, which is always appreciated.

What else?

Im graduating. I guess id be more excited if i actually felt like i accomplished soemthing in these four years. I dont want things to change, like everyone. I dont want to miss these good times. I love alot of people. And people who i see everyday, well i want to keep seeing them. But things will change because thats life, and even though everyone swears that they won't be able to find better, or do better, or move on from highschool, they will be. Im sure everyone is going to turn out great. With or without continuing the several friendships they have made throughout highschool. Change is bad, even Hersheys agrees, but its apart of life and everyone will move on with their lives and be okay.

i think i miss it already.
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