Donnie Darko
I'm realizing more and more that I did some pretty awful things to Mei. I didn't tell her how I was feeling; I didn't tell her about my doubts. It came as almost a complete surprise to her when I finally did say things that needed to be said.
It's not that I'm afraid I'd do it again. No, I don't think I'd do that. I just...begin to understand how she must have felt. I guess I'm afraid.
Part of this stems from a conversation with Mike, but it's good that he said it. He was right. It wasn't a complaint, either...just an observation.
In the shower, washing the blue hair dye out, I thought things through, and came to the following conclusions:
I'm living too much in the future and not enough in the now, which goes against my basic principles; and I'm too clingy.
Yuck.
It's not that I'm afraid I'd do it again. No, I don't think I'd do that. I just...begin to understand how she must have felt. I guess I'm afraid.
Part of this stems from a conversation with Mike, but it's good that he said it. He was right. It wasn't a complaint, either...just an observation.
In the shower, washing the blue hair dye out, I thought things through, and came to the following conclusions:
I'm living too much in the future and not enough in the now, which goes against my basic principles; and I'm too clingy.
Yuck.