Im so pissed and depressed!!!!
Ahh.. I hate my fuckin life. It sucks. I dont know what to do anymore. Dad is pissing me off. Lance is pissing me off. The whole FUCKING world is pissing me off. There is just so much fuckin bitching. Dad wants to know every little detail of my daily "so called" life. Lance is just being Lance. A total asshole. Its so aggravating. I feel like going on a killin spree. Its fucked up. Really, it is. Im depressed because I hate my life. Nothing is going right for me what so fuckin ever!! I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Again. I hate my body. Im so fucking fat. Im ugly and hideous looking. And Im tired of it. Im just tired... of everything. I want out of here. I really do. I hate it here. I have no life. Its not like I didnt have one before ( cause I didnt..), but it was a little bit better. Life really isnt worth living. There seems to be no purpuse for it. Just torture and torment and hell is all Im getting out of it. I dont know anymore. Im gonna go take a shower. I feel dirty. Byes