Jun 14, 2006 01:17
Been awhile since I've posted anything here. Seems I start all my journals that way. Life has been the best its ever been. Until just recently. Cassie started work and I never see her anymore. Its only been 4 days but its felt like an eternity. I hate not seeing her. My life feels so empty with out her. I just want to hold her in my arms and never let go again. She means more than the world to me. It's been wierd though, she had monday off but had to goto her brother graduation. She told me should probably wouldnt be able to hang out. What do I find out that night? That she went to the movies with Kelly(GUY). Now im not one to be paranoid about her because I know she would never do anything like that. Its him im worried about. He's openly said he likes her. I dont get why she didnt call me to hang out instead of what she did, and if I confront her on it I'll seem like I'm insecure and then she'll like I dont trust her. Which is the opposite on how I feel. Ugh...I just dont wanna ever loose her..