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Dec 19, 2005 17:41

So it's been two months being cigarette free...it's weird...I am glad that I don't smoke anymore but I really miss smoking...I wonder why that is....today it was so cold here that I put on one of my denim shirts I haven't worn in a while and guess what I find in the pocket? Yeah, a WHOLE PACK OF NEWPORT'S!!! I put it in my purse...they are probably stale by now anyway...right? Oh boy....I didn't smoke one so I feel pretty good about that...but now I KNOW they are right there....sheesh...all I can do is take it one day at a time...this crap is hard...I wish I had never started smoking in the first place...

On a lighter note...I am really excited about Christmas...the last shipment of gifts I got for my siblings arrived today...pretty cool...my son is getting electronics...as usual...all he really wants is games and gaming systems anyway...I try to sprinkle some books and clothes in there but he rarely notices LOL...I love that kid...

So, if you guys don't see me for a while...Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Hanukkah and Happy New Year...Blessed Be :)

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