well howdy

Jun 19, 2006 15:49

well its just 2 months shy of a year since my last update to this. if you would have been with me through that year..wow you would have went on such a ride you would be grabbing your balls crying asking to be locked in a padded room while sobbing about the cows couldnt save your mind.

to put it short

- PSYCHOTIC GF
- ANOTHER PSYCHOTIC GF
- fakes pregnancy after we break up to use my parents for money
- BACK WITH FIRST PSYCHOTIC GF
- have a nice time
- she blacks out and tries to rip out my throat
- we break up
- NEW HOT YOUNGER GF
- i think shes a lil too young for me,,mentally. she turns 16 in a few days, i turn 18 in a month
but i'm alot deeper thinking than her =\
- ACID TRIPS AND ACID TRIPS
- robitussin + LSA = a roboflip.
this is like a full blown acid trip..fullll acid trip - when done properly. and boy is it crazy
- had a week that consisted of 500 robo pills, 3 bottles of robo, 1 box ccc's, and 3,500 morning glory seeds that had been
cooked up into a solution of lsa..i forgot to wear gloves so it all soaked into my system..specially since i put a couple pieces of bread in and molded them into balls untill they were dry!
- spent this trip keeping crack heads and crazy fuckers from killing eachother. helping others through first trips, and dealing with my body cuz i was on the verge of an OD..luckily i can control the body with the mind or else it would have been too overwhelming to survive.
- more crazy fucking trips. leading to ---

MOVED OUT OF MY HOUSE
- moved out, i live with my friend, his girlfriend, and my other friend. its like a big fucking family here
- looking for a job currently
- and im out of cigz so im rolling some up with scrap tobbacco -.-

1st psychotic gf kendra,,well..i could right about 4 bibles worth of stuff telling of our relationship.. she wants me back. shes sorry for blacking out and feels horrible cuz she didnt know what she was doing or what she had done(to me).

well thats all . for now. more coming soon when i have time..and im having speed withdrawl. cuz i was out of meds and cant get no more..im gaining some weight too tho but i dont think it should be that much of a problem. i still walk and shit. i just eat a lil more than normal.

gerald sez my weight gain (from 180-190) could be from all the beer we been drinking..and we've been drinkin alot. or it could just be that im building muscle. but i do have a lil beer gut starting -.-
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