a conversation with jess

Jun 13, 2005 22:50

Jesslynn3006: hello
TripsRollsTricks: hey
Jesslynn3006: how r ya
TripsRollsTricks: tired
Jesslynn3006: me too
TripsRollsTricks: woke up 5 hours ago and still waking up. but im getting there
Jesslynn3006: i have dri vers training tomorrow
Jesslynn3006: * drivers
TripsRollsTricks: fun? =\ lol
Jesslynn3006: im gonna be sooo sad next year because i'll get a job and not have any time for friends
TripsRollsTricks: why will you be sad?
Jesslynn3006: because no time for friends or havin fun or no time to c my boyfriend
TripsRollsTricks: youll have time
Jesslynn3006:
TripsRollsTricks: your just lazy
Jesslynn3006: what
Jesslynn3006: liar
Jesslynn3006: pants on fire
TripsRollsTricks: herpes
Jesslynn3006: thats not nice i dont have herpes
TripsRollsTricks: well your pants are on fire so if its not herpes i'd get checked n e way O.O
Jesslynn3006: how dare u
TripsRollsTricks: haha
Jesslynn3006:
Jesslynn3006: im fad at u now
TripsRollsTricks: fad?
TripsRollsTricks: lmao
Jesslynn3006: fuckin mad
TripsRollsTricks: lol
TripsRollsTricks: no your not
Jesslynn3006: ok im pissed ? is that better put
TripsRollsTricks: no your not
TripsRollsTricks: you just take yourself too seriously ;-)
Jesslynn3006: but not no more
Jesslynn3006: wink at urself
TripsRollsTricks: lol
TripsRollsTricks: really
Jesslynn3006: i never talk to u on the phone anymore
TripsRollsTricks: the only reason someone would get mad about something like that is because they have too high of a level of self importance which causes them to take offense (but i dont really think you were mad @ all)
Jesslynn3006: r u saying that im not important to anyone
Jesslynn3006: i remember when i used to like u as more than a friend
TripsRollsTricks: no - im saying that you are too important to your self in your own mind - which means that anything that conflicts with your vision of yourself will cause you to take offense
TripsRollsTricks: i remember that too - so long ago when i had oh so long hair haha
Jesslynn3006: no im not important its the people i love and the poeple im friends with and know that r important
TripsRollsTricks: i never said they werent
TripsRollsTricks: lol
Jesslynn3006: i care more for my boyfriend than i do for myself
Jesslynn3006: thats how much i care for him
Jesslynn3006: and my friends and family
TripsRollsTricks: but thats the cause that people take things personally and get offended by things - its because they hold themselves in too high regard - we as people arent anything special, we dont matter and our lives arent some epic struggle - just pieces of a puzzle
TripsRollsTricks: is that really how much you care for him? or is that just how little you care for yourself?
Jesslynn3006: i would kill myself to keep him alive
TripsRollsTricks: well...isnt that a good thing o.0....how would your suicide keep him alive?
Jesslynn3006: i dont know if someone was holding a gun to his head i would say take me instead and let him go
TripsRollsTricks: i would kill you both to eliminate any witnesses
Jesslynn3006: what if u talk in ur sleep
TripsRollsTricks: well its not like im going to go to the cops and turn myself in . you on the other hand or carl probably would
Jesslynn3006: so
TripsRollsTricks: so i'd kill him, get what i wanted/whatever i was holding a gun to his head for - then shoot you to ensure that you wouldnt go to the cops
Jesslynn3006: then someone would track down the fingerprnts and locate u and put up an amber alert for ur arrest then when one of the states catches u then u would be put in prizon for a double homicide
TripsRollsTricks: amber alerts are for kidnappings i thot..
TripsRollsTricks: track down the fingerprints for what?
TripsRollsTricks: not like im gonna leave your boddys there
Jesslynn3006: it is for anything the gov wants to use it for they made it
Jesslynn3006: trust me they would find out
TripsRollsTricks: im bringing you guys with me, chopping you up, taking the meat off your bones, cooking you, feeding to my dog, grinding up the bones, mixing with cement, crushing the cement up, then dumping that in the water
Jesslynn3006: trust me they'll find u
TripsRollsTricks: want to make a real life version of this and bet on it =D
TripsRollsTricks: mwuahaha
Jesslynn3006: only ur sick enough to do something llike that
TripsRollsTricks: lol. i have no motivation to kill you guys. but i am known to go to great lengths to prove a point at times lol
TripsRollsTricks: i wouldnt tho ;-)
Jesslynn3006: good
Jesslynn3006: but i do mostly watch my own back
Jesslynn3006: and i get weird feelings if something bads gonna happen
Jesslynn3006: also i get a weird feeling when something happens to someone i love
Jesslynn3006: and when im being watched
this is where i think she's going to start talking about having ESP or something - and i doubt she has even the level of awareness and ability to manipulate her conciousness / energy etc as me and people i know so its a waste of time to post that part..mainly just posting this for the self importance / murder part lmao
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