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Yesterday I stayed home sick, my stomach was bothering me a little, AND I didn’t feel like going to school. Mainly because there are these two guys hitting on me really bad ,they are cousins too, and they both want me. One wants to get “freaky” with me, and the other one has already kissed me! WHOA right! Today he (T (cant spell his name or say it really) came downstairs to find me like he always does and gave me some breakfast which were hash browns because he doesn’t like them, and I ate them and he sat there and talked to me. Before anyone came into the room I was looking at stuff and he came up behind me and was kissing all over my neck. AND he was hard as HELL and he wasn't even grinding on me and I could feel his package... Yeah, wow, and it felt great… Then he asked me to walk him to the stairs and he kissed me not once but TWICE. Not like me, and I’m with Carlos, so guess how bad I feel now.
The other guy is Mike and he’s this boy that is funny as hell, and now he wants to get freaky with me. I don’t think that would ever work out, but … ha. T and I could have a fling or two, and it wouldn’t bother me, as long as it wouldn’t get serious or anything like that. I’m confused on what to do because I love Carlos, but he’s in jail. Don’t know exactly when he’ll be out, and I’m PAST horny you know!
Anyway, I was supposed to call Stacy back yesterday and I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Because I know it’ll fall out of my mouth how I feel about Carlos, and I don’t know how she’ll react to all of that.
I slept more than 12 hours yesterday. 12-8 12-7 haha.
What else? Nothing else is really going on, I just don’t know what to do about T because he really got me thinking. Plus he’s tall, and I think he’s cute. I don’t know y’all. I know he wants me, really really really wants me, so what should I do?
Anyhow, I really don’t have much to update about besides that. I need stamps to send my letter off to Carlos, and he probably thinks that I am rejecting him because I don’t have the stamps to send his letter, I hope he won’t be upset.
Can’t wait to go to Denton on Friday. Sarah, I still don’t have your number hunny, so I’ll call Vernon or stop by there or something on Saturday, alright?
Peace and Grits.
The other guy is Mike and he’s this boy that is funny as hell, and now he wants to get freaky with me. I don’t think that would ever work out, but … ha. T and I could have a fling or two, and it wouldn’t bother me, as long as it wouldn’t get serious or anything like that. I’m confused on what to do because I love Carlos, but he’s in jail. Don’t know exactly when he’ll be out, and I’m PAST horny you know!
Anyway, I was supposed to call Stacy back yesterday and I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Because I know it’ll fall out of my mouth how I feel about Carlos, and I don’t know how she’ll react to all of that.
I slept more than 12 hours yesterday. 12-8 12-7 haha.
What else? Nothing else is really going on, I just don’t know what to do about T because he really got me thinking. Plus he’s tall, and I think he’s cute. I don’t know y’all. I know he wants me, really really really wants me, so what should I do?
Anyhow, I really don’t have much to update about besides that. I need stamps to send my letter off to Carlos, and he probably thinks that I am rejecting him because I don’t have the stamps to send his letter, I hope he won’t be upset.
Can’t wait to go to Denton on Friday. Sarah, I still don’t have your number hunny, so I’ll call Vernon or stop by there or something on Saturday, alright?
Peace and Grits.