Moving to Arkansas
It is offical that we are moving to Arkansas...
I'm so upset about the whole thing, and I don't want to leave Denton...
Leaving Denton means leaving all of my friends, and my way of life behind... I've gotten so used to living in Denton, that I don't want to move to another place, to meet new people, my senior year. That's the last thing that I wanted to do... and she told me at first not to worry about it...
And now we are moving August 22nd, and I'm not retuning to Ryan this year, either, to see EVERYONE that I need to see... So these next few weeks, I'm going to try to spend some time with everyone, before I leave...
I'm probably coming back to Denton when I graduate, and I'm going to move back up here... I don't know exactly where I'm going to be living, but I'm coming as soon as I get my diploma. I dunno if I'm rooming up with anyone, or if I'm just going to move back to Singing Oaks, but I know I'm coming back home...
So, I want to keep in touch with everyone for the year that I'm gone, and this way I know who are my real friends, and who definately are not.
I've been crying all day long, but I'm accepting it now... I'm just praying that everything works out for me, and everyone else around me. I just hope to God that things don't go too bad in Arkansas, even though I have a gut feeling that something will happen, and I'm not sure if it's going to be a good or bad thing... I'm just worried about leaving my comfort zone, and now Orre... Things just suck for me everytime... I guess if things are meant to be with Orre we will see when I'm 18.
*Sigh*
I'm so upset about the whole thing, and I don't want to leave Denton...
Leaving Denton means leaving all of my friends, and my way of life behind... I've gotten so used to living in Denton, that I don't want to move to another place, to meet new people, my senior year. That's the last thing that I wanted to do... and she told me at first not to worry about it...
And now we are moving August 22nd, and I'm not retuning to Ryan this year, either, to see EVERYONE that I need to see... So these next few weeks, I'm going to try to spend some time with everyone, before I leave...
I'm probably coming back to Denton when I graduate, and I'm going to move back up here... I don't know exactly where I'm going to be living, but I'm coming as soon as I get my diploma. I dunno if I'm rooming up with anyone, or if I'm just going to move back to Singing Oaks, but I know I'm coming back home...
So, I want to keep in touch with everyone for the year that I'm gone, and this way I know who are my real friends, and who definately are not.
I've been crying all day long, but I'm accepting it now... I'm just praying that everything works out for me, and everyone else around me. I just hope to God that things don't go too bad in Arkansas, even though I have a gut feeling that something will happen, and I'm not sure if it's going to be a good or bad thing... I'm just worried about leaving my comfort zone, and now Orre... Things just suck for me everytime... I guess if things are meant to be with Orre we will see when I'm 18.
*Sigh*