school.
i'm almost done with school. junior year. in one short year, i will have a degree.
i feel like im in the same place i was 4 years ago, thinking "oh shit!! i'm finally graduating high school next year! what am i going to do? go to college? here? out of state? maybe community college? maybe i'll just work"
only this time it's a heftier decision.
do i want to travel?
try grad school?
intern abroad?
AUUGHHG.
i wish i could have an idea of what i'm SUPPOSED to be doing with my life. what would be the best decision. or perhaps, have someone else make them for me.
i want to have a plan. settle down. and not have to be some sort of lost soul on a mission...with a piece of paper in her hand but no technical experience.
i'm not gonna lie though--i'm happy. maybe i'm confused about the next year ahead of me--but who isn't. right now, i need to curl up and focus on taking this one final.
and my job!!! i learn nothing!! i've been at the same place since i started there. i get so bored and just DREAD the thought of having to sit in that chair. also something i need to work on. augh. meow.
i'm tired. this weekend's been emotionally draining. pffft.
i feel like im in the same place i was 4 years ago, thinking "oh shit!! i'm finally graduating high school next year! what am i going to do? go to college? here? out of state? maybe community college? maybe i'll just work"
only this time it's a heftier decision.
do i want to travel?
try grad school?
intern abroad?
AUUGHHG.
i wish i could have an idea of what i'm SUPPOSED to be doing with my life. what would be the best decision. or perhaps, have someone else make them for me.
i want to have a plan. settle down. and not have to be some sort of lost soul on a mission...with a piece of paper in her hand but no technical experience.
i'm not gonna lie though--i'm happy. maybe i'm confused about the next year ahead of me--but who isn't. right now, i need to curl up and focus on taking this one final.
and my job!!! i learn nothing!! i've been at the same place since i started there. i get so bored and just DREAD the thought of having to sit in that chair. also something i need to work on. augh. meow.
i'm tired. this weekend's been emotionally draining. pffft.