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i feel like i am craving or missing something but i dont know what it is.
i'm not hungry or thirsty.
i don't need a drink (or drugs for that matter)
i don't need a cigarette.
what issss it? it's starting to bother me. i've felt like this for the past few days and i have no idea what will make it go away.
i don't need attention
i don't need down time.
hopefully i will find it? maybe i just need to relax. NO! i'm doing that.
maybe i am realizing that the internet is a waste of time and energy but i always think it will satisfy some need (or want) in my life.
i'm going to take a shower and get to bed. maybe i'll feel better in the morning.
oh, and to my austin creeper that lurks about my lj and wants "more upbeat entries":
today, i heard "hey ya" and thought of 2 years ago and the dance and the april and the apartments. and i misssss you. you should come to satown soon and i will return the favor! <3333333333
i'm not hungry or thirsty.
i don't need a drink (or drugs for that matter)
i don't need a cigarette.
what issss it? it's starting to bother me. i've felt like this for the past few days and i have no idea what will make it go away.
i don't need attention
i don't need down time.
hopefully i will find it? maybe i just need to relax. NO! i'm doing that.
maybe i am realizing that the internet is a waste of time and energy but i always think it will satisfy some need (or want) in my life.
i'm going to take a shower and get to bed. maybe i'll feel better in the morning.
oh, and to my austin creeper that lurks about my lj and wants "more upbeat entries":
today, i heard "hey ya" and thought of 2 years ago and the dance and the april and the apartments. and i misssss you. you should come to satown soon and i will return the favor! <3333333333