But then I got drunk and I forgot what I was talking about
I'm in one of those moods where I only want to listen to the same two or three songs on repeat. I used to try to stop myself but now I'm just enjoying it and if I want to listen to the same song for an hour then I'll do whatever I want!
One song in particular makes me really emotional. I've mentioned it a handful of times but music is really emotional for me and sometimes it really brings back memories or feelings in a way I can't explain.
Cause I won't be passing you, please don't leave
And if you tell me you're listening to everything you read
Everyone is getting sick and I've read and heard on multiple occasions that hot whiskey and honey is a great cure for the common cold. I don't have it but I mean, I'm always down for an excuse to drink whiskey. So I'm sitting here drinking a hot little cup of whiskey, I think the drink is called a hot toddy? It's really good. I feel better already! ;P
I worked in the bakery today, it's been a week and I was so excited to go back. I missed it so much to be honest. Everyone was happy to see me and I don't know. It's like my little work home and my little work family. The other departments are as I expected, much more laid back. Easier, less stressful. I still love the bakery most of all. I'm a masochist. Today was the first time in a week that I've felt so stressed I almost cried. I handled it well and it was a busy day, so I feel accomplished. Customers can be jerks about their cakes though. A lady got really mad because the name was spelled wrong on her cake (which wasn't my fault I didn't even decorate the cake or take the order) but I do my best to fix it. She just gets more mad. I offer to give her a discount and try my best to fix it (again). Of course the other decorator was on lunch at the time and the bakery was suddenly super busy, and people wanted to come in and talk about a wedding cake. Fuck. My. Life. But I fixed the ladies cake, I sold a wedding cake, the lady who was ordering the wedding cake was so happy she hugged me. So it all ended up being well and good. I even (mostly) finished production.
I really need to work on writing on cakes. I admit it's not my strong suit. Maybe I'll take some time to practice at home. That's the only way I'll get better.
Phillip and I took our lunch break together but neither of us were super hungry so we ended up walking around, I've been walking around on my lunch breaks just to add a little more activity to my day. It was fun having a walking buddy. There was a music festival going on too, all the people working the music festival came in this morning and were complaining because it was so cold this morning. It's going to be even worse tomorrow. Sorry my dudes. After walking around a while we ended up going to starbucks and getting coffee which was extra yummy since it's been cold out!
Amanda has nicknames for everyone in the bakery except for me. Today she decided to start calling me spots because of my freckles. I laughed because she was so excited about it, I'm just glad it's not a nickname about something I've done wrong xD I feel special I get a nickname. She said she was really happy to have me back.
It was a good day.
I felt good when I got home so I decided to cook myself some chili. It turned out good! Now I have easy dinner for the next few nights. I want to make a king cake for everyone in the bakery. I want to make one for Miki when she's here so maybe I can do that and bring the bakery what's leftover since Miki and I have lots of desserts I want to make for us. I'll just make it, we eat a little and I bring the rest to the bakery. It's perfect!
I can't wait for Miki to be here. It's almost two weeks, but the closer it gets the more I miss her. I'm so excited to be at that airport. I can't say it enough. It's crazy to think it's been so long since I've seen her.
I'm really excited about the things coming up in our future. We have a lot of life changes happening. Sometimes I feel a little scared, but knowing she's here makes me not so scared. I'm really happy we'll be together on Valentines day. I hope I can make it really special. I want to do a lot of special things when she's here, and I dunno just always.
It's always weird coming home after Reagans day off because more and more stuff is gone. I don't know how I feel. It's not sad, but I don't know what it is.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end
Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes
Unfair we're not somewhere misbehaving for days
Great escape lost track of time and space
She's a silver lining climbing on my desire
One song in particular makes me really emotional. I've mentioned it a handful of times but music is really emotional for me and sometimes it really brings back memories or feelings in a way I can't explain.
Cause I won't be passing you, please don't leave
And if you tell me you're listening to everything you read
Everyone is getting sick and I've read and heard on multiple occasions that hot whiskey and honey is a great cure for the common cold. I don't have it but I mean, I'm always down for an excuse to drink whiskey. So I'm sitting here drinking a hot little cup of whiskey, I think the drink is called a hot toddy? It's really good. I feel better already! ;P
I worked in the bakery today, it's been a week and I was so excited to go back. I missed it so much to be honest. Everyone was happy to see me and I don't know. It's like my little work home and my little work family. The other departments are as I expected, much more laid back. Easier, less stressful. I still love the bakery most of all. I'm a masochist. Today was the first time in a week that I've felt so stressed I almost cried. I handled it well and it was a busy day, so I feel accomplished. Customers can be jerks about their cakes though. A lady got really mad because the name was spelled wrong on her cake (which wasn't my fault I didn't even decorate the cake or take the order) but I do my best to fix it. She just gets more mad. I offer to give her a discount and try my best to fix it (again). Of course the other decorator was on lunch at the time and the bakery was suddenly super busy, and people wanted to come in and talk about a wedding cake. Fuck. My. Life. But I fixed the ladies cake, I sold a wedding cake, the lady who was ordering the wedding cake was so happy she hugged me. So it all ended up being well and good. I even (mostly) finished production.
I really need to work on writing on cakes. I admit it's not my strong suit. Maybe I'll take some time to practice at home. That's the only way I'll get better.
Phillip and I took our lunch break together but neither of us were super hungry so we ended up walking around, I've been walking around on my lunch breaks just to add a little more activity to my day. It was fun having a walking buddy. There was a music festival going on too, all the people working the music festival came in this morning and were complaining because it was so cold this morning. It's going to be even worse tomorrow. Sorry my dudes. After walking around a while we ended up going to starbucks and getting coffee which was extra yummy since it's been cold out!
Amanda has nicknames for everyone in the bakery except for me. Today she decided to start calling me spots because of my freckles. I laughed because she was so excited about it, I'm just glad it's not a nickname about something I've done wrong xD I feel special I get a nickname. She said she was really happy to have me back.
It was a good day.
I felt good when I got home so I decided to cook myself some chili. It turned out good! Now I have easy dinner for the next few nights. I want to make a king cake for everyone in the bakery. I want to make one for Miki when she's here so maybe I can do that and bring the bakery what's leftover since Miki and I have lots of desserts I want to make for us. I'll just make it, we eat a little and I bring the rest to the bakery. It's perfect!
I can't wait for Miki to be here. It's almost two weeks, but the closer it gets the more I miss her. I'm so excited to be at that airport. I can't say it enough. It's crazy to think it's been so long since I've seen her.
I'm really excited about the things coming up in our future. We have a lot of life changes happening. Sometimes I feel a little scared, but knowing she's here makes me not so scared. I'm really happy we'll be together on Valentines day. I hope I can make it really special. I want to do a lot of special things when she's here, and I dunno just always.
It's always weird coming home after Reagans day off because more and more stuff is gone. I don't know how I feel. It's not sad, but I don't know what it is.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end
Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes
Unfair we're not somewhere misbehaving for days
Great escape lost track of time and space
She's a silver lining climbing on my desire