+.the only flower in a concrete garden
+.sometimes i think i'm breaking down
this whole week has been a struggle of deadlines, time changes, weird crap with certain friends, etc. i am just now being able to relax a bit and get to sleep before one in the morning. sunday, monday, and tuesday were a mad rush to get my art book done and bound. i did get that accomplished, only a day late, and it got a good review so far. add onto that a business letter due in english and a trig test that i took today. and now i have to get two more reviews for my book [one which has already been taken care of] and think of a problem and come up with the outline for my persuasive speech. may needs to come soon.
+.and other times i think that i'm fine
on a better side- i watched about 45 minutes or so of Trainspotting last night- very interesting, to say the least. the chalk festival is next thursday and friday- i got out of all of my periods with the possible exception of a test in biology. HIM, my birthday, and alysssa are less than two weeks away. w333. i have to figure out what else there is to do in socal that is interesting. i need to make a new shirt for the HIM show. rawr. i have given up hope for finding a vinyl shirt. and plus it would be too hot to wear. speaking of concerts- 311 is playing at santa barbara bowl, orgy is playing at the key club. orgy would be cool- plus its with gODHEAD, but i know more 311 songs, have liked them longer, like them more, and its closer. and also natalie merchant is playing in TO- which would rock as well. le sigh. such hard decisions.
+.tim