by the numbers

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i hike for 2 hours every day
i shower every day
i eat one meal a day, though somedays i have a sandwhich or slice of pizza during work
i make $1400 to $2400 a month, depending on season
i go out to dinner maybe once a week
i get tattooed once every 6 months
i work 35 to 60 hours a week
i read two or three books a month
i check my email four times a day
i cut myself once a week (accidently)

i Live in my own apartment. there are other people here but i can and have paid everything by myself.

i discover one new artist a month.

my list of everything i want in the world is NOT expanding.

i dont cry every week, anymore.

i watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind once a month.

i have a great idea or design once a day.

i miss nick and megan and becca every day.

once very two days or so im happy with who i am.

i have one to three drinks per day on average. about once every 12 days i have six or seven.

i'm not who i want to be. i dont even know if im on the path to be it.

but the numbers add up; one thing is undeniably clear:

i'm an adult. this is it. this is my life.