i have nothing to say

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i started only 15 till 5 today, drinking.

i've been pacing between my office and my balcony like a caged animal, drawing, reholstering and redrawing my gun all day.

i've started crying three times since about noon, never for more than 15 seconds, and i dont know why.

i dont feel bad. at all.

i miss everyone.

my place is so nice.....