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I feel very very weird right now; in uni with no access to messager so if you want to get hold of me via one of them I won't be able to reply til I get home *much huggles to those who need them*
but yeah; feeling strange; I'm completely alone in the uni lab' but it feels like all strength has left me and I'm about to pass out; I'm not sure what the hell is up with me.
"If no matter what you do, you end up doing the wrong thing; do you have a actually have a choice? are you destined or fated to do the wrong thing"
I guess the question is if all you have is horrible choices do you have a choice? sorry I make no sense I'm running on codine and cafffine rightnow. I don't think this was a good combonation; I can barely read the screen right now and typing is getting progresively harder; I have to stop to rub my eyes every five minutes or so and the lights seem a hell of a lot brighter than they should be or were rive minutes ago...or they seem that way..
I don't know what the hell is happening to me but this isn't normal..
the weather isn't that great either; its foggy and still smells of gunpowder outside; its gonna rain later probably like all the angels of heaven took a piss at the same time. *laughts to himself*
I don't think I should have had that codine before leaving the house; actually I don't think I should have left the house.. the computer just started beeping randomly..all of them.
if it explodes I'll let you know...
-a few minutes pass-
hasn't exploded yet. but I swear the lights are brighter. this is almost sureal; I feel almost stricken with fear and paranoia like an overwhelming feeling of dread. I'm not sure whats going on....
I'm deffinetly thinking the codine and caffine do NOT mix well.
*much hugs to Sarri*
speak later; this it..waay too trippy...
but yeah; feeling strange; I'm completely alone in the uni lab' but it feels like all strength has left me and I'm about to pass out; I'm not sure what the hell is up with me.
"If no matter what you do, you end up doing the wrong thing; do you have a actually have a choice? are you destined or fated to do the wrong thing"
I guess the question is if all you have is horrible choices do you have a choice? sorry I make no sense I'm running on codine and cafffine rightnow. I don't think this was a good combonation; I can barely read the screen right now and typing is getting progresively harder; I have to stop to rub my eyes every five minutes or so and the lights seem a hell of a lot brighter than they should be or were rive minutes ago...or they seem that way..
I don't know what the hell is happening to me but this isn't normal..
the weather isn't that great either; its foggy and still smells of gunpowder outside; its gonna rain later probably like all the angels of heaven took a piss at the same time. *laughts to himself*
I don't think I should have had that codine before leaving the house; actually I don't think I should have left the house.. the computer just started beeping randomly..all of them.
if it explodes I'll let you know...
-a few minutes pass-
hasn't exploded yet. but I swear the lights are brighter. this is almost sureal; I feel almost stricken with fear and paranoia like an overwhelming feeling of dread. I'm not sure whats going on....
I'm deffinetly thinking the codine and caffine do NOT mix well.
*much hugs to Sarri*
speak later; this it..waay too trippy...