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For a while i've been considering just completely becoming icy towards people. That may seem very arrogant/bitchy but I don't mean that I'm considering becoming rude. It's just that sometimes I feel as if it would be easier not to care about people. 'Being friends with people can only last for so long.' The right side of my brain calculates to me often times, and then of course my right brain chimes in to say 'As long as your having fun hanging out with them, it should all be good. You should be content with that, even if you feel that you care more about them than they do about you. That's not the point of relationships with others.' 'Yeah your a self-centered bitch for thinking that that's what friendship is about.' my left brain would say.
Perhaps my names for these different peices of my mind are not accurate. I just choose to describe them as right brain (artistic, fun, positive) and left brain (Over thinking, Critical, Mathmatical, negative.) I love art and deeply loathe mathematics so perhaps that's why...
By the way I've entered that watercolor peice that is visible at the top of this entry in a auction at my school. It's only open to students though, but some of my peers seemed interested in it. The starting price is $47. I hope it sells.
Gah!... I hope I don't get fired from my job... But if I do then I can deal. I've delt with so much on my own I'm used to it by now.