Jun 29, 2011 18:39
So, first off, yes I know my father is still not well. I know that. But WHY does he have to SPIT ON HIS HAND to see if he's spitting blood??? Let me tell you, it's NOT needed! It is disgusting! Well, that happened about four days ago, he didn't see me and did that and I was like "...are you fucking kidding me?"
And two days ago, we were driving back to home at about 23:00, and my father starting speeding incredibly, I told him he was driving too fast (I was scared of getting a ticket) and he got angry and told us (my mother and I) that he would sell the car because we were always complaining about his driving style.
Well, we were like: "LMAO, father without a car, that's impossible!" He was overreacting. But one day later he says he is serious and is blaming us...wtf. BUT he said something about the car being old, that it needed to get repaired and stuff, so that was not the only reason. And yet he had to blame us. I hate him.
I haven't updated this journal in a long time, but I'm thinking of writing again, because it is fun to read what you did some time ago. Also, it might just be needed, because I have changed a lot. I am no longer the sweet, shy girl (almost typed gurl wtfhahaha). I'm not too happy with my attitude at the moment, but I don't think going back to the old, sweet me is a good idea. And it might just be impossible. Too much shit has happened the last three years. I'm okay because of the university though, so it's not too bad.
Anyway; that's it for now!