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12:34 -Making a wish. >.<
So. I didn't see Jordan at all today, hardly talked to him. I was really upset and tired and sick all effin' day. Plus, being in a bad mood observing the concept that I officially am on boundaries. I don't know what happened, but pretty much over-night changed. It sucks... I just want to smile and not be so damned quiet and actually have things to say and talk about. Maybe a few days of relaxation is what I need. Get back into some sort of healthy lifestyle, maybe? I feel so confused and just hover away from thinking about anything these days. When I try to talk or explain something, it is all just a bunch of jumbled-crap and I don't understand my point or I just simply CONFUSE the hell out of everyone.. gah. I think I'm doing it again.. okay w/e I'm off to bed.
So. I didn't see Jordan at all today, hardly talked to him. I was really upset and tired and sick all effin' day. Plus, being in a bad mood observing the concept that I officially am on boundaries. I don't know what happened, but pretty much over-night changed. It sucks... I just want to smile and not be so damned quiet and actually have things to say and talk about. Maybe a few days of relaxation is what I need. Get back into some sort of healthy lifestyle, maybe? I feel so confused and just hover away from thinking about anything these days. When I try to talk or explain something, it is all just a bunch of jumbled-crap and I don't understand my point or I just simply CONFUSE the hell out of everyone.. gah. I think I'm doing it again.. okay w/e I'm off to bed.