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I think I'm gonna lose a lot of friends pretty soon. I guess its time. I can't fake it forever. I'll know by saturday night what's going on. But I can't stand by anymore, I've already told Byron I'm looking for a new home church. Morriah already knows of my anti-G12 stances and Mike knows I don't agree with the church leadership. JJ and Jesse know we're siding with their dad on the issue and a lot of the adults at church aren't happy with the leadership either so I think they're gonna see this coming. I just want this to be over with. I want out. I guess I've wanted out for a long time, but I was just too scared to do it. I got caught up in the hype and emotion, got swept away with the crowd. But I'm taking my stand now. I just hope that through this, people will see the fallacy of G12 and move away from it. I just want this burden off my shoulders. I never thought I was going to say this, but I can live without FCC. I can go on without them. As much as I love everyone there, I don't think I can keep going to a church that teaches doctrines I don't accept or believe in their biblical accuracy. It shouldn't even matter, we're all going to the same place in the end anyway.