god must hate me alot
three weeks.. thats all i have left until he's gone to california to shoot a movie for three months. i want so badly to be selfish, and tell him not to go... but alas, i seem to be a good person or something. what the hell am i going to do with out guy i love for THREE FUCKING MONTHS! this means i have to spend all the major holidays and our one year anniversary alone. what fun, oh what fun. im hoping to god that the time goes by fast, i don't want to miss him, and i know he won't have the time to miss me... working on a movie shoot is rather time consuming i hear. i really wanted this to happen for him, i just didn't think it would all happen in the next couple of weeks.
this year is shit! this year can kiss my ass.
this year is shit! this year can kiss my ass.