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so i am starting freak out about this trip to spain that i am taking.
for one thing everyone who is going i either can't get in touch with to talk about it and plan or whatever and for another thing i have no friends around right now to freak out to because everyone is in another country or far away.
and also all the people who are going on the trip with me aren't terribly simpathetic people. i love all of them but they don't care if i am freaking out because i guess they aren't and that is all that matters and i have never been outside of the country and i am going with a bunch of people who i am friends with but not super close to and they are closer to each other than i am to any of them!
so i am having a bit of a panic attack. and i need someone to be as nervous as i am or someone with enough sympathy to like calm me down adn not just be like 'o relax it will be a ton of fun!'
for one thing everyone who is going i either can't get in touch with to talk about it and plan or whatever and for another thing i have no friends around right now to freak out to because everyone is in another country or far away.
and also all the people who are going on the trip with me aren't terribly simpathetic people. i love all of them but they don't care if i am freaking out because i guess they aren't and that is all that matters and i have never been outside of the country and i am going with a bunch of people who i am friends with but not super close to and they are closer to each other than i am to any of them!
so i am having a bit of a panic attack. and i need someone to be as nervous as i am or someone with enough sympathy to like calm me down adn not just be like 'o relax it will be a ton of fun!'