Starting From Nothing All Over Again

Feb 18, 2005 08:41

Hmm....yea. So, haven't updated in a while and such. Um, spent the last month doing pretty much nothing because I couldn't find a job. Saturday morning I had a preliminary interview at Pick n' Save, got hired as a full time 3rd shift stocker, 40 hours every week, benefits and $8.00 an hour, $9.65 on Sundays, not bad. So things were looking up Saturday morning, figured I'd save for 2 months and get an apartment start of May, and go from there. Sadly, I awoke from a nap that afternoon to a note on my door saying Julie needs to move in so my room is needed, gotta be out by the end of the month. I wonder what happened to Julie, hope everything's ok with her and such, she'll probably be happier at her dad's. Bit confused as to what my room is gonna be needed for, possibly just a reason for me to go, either way I still have to be out by the end of this month. So yea, that sucks. Guess what's gonna happen is I'm gonna be living with my Aunt Laurie for a couple months to save up some money. Totally sucks, really don't want to move again, just to move again in a couple months, I'd like to just be in one place for at least a year again. Haven't had that since I was like 15 or 16, it's stressful and annoying. So much moving, and it's never on my terms, sucks much. Ben's off to jail, said bye to him this morning, wished him luck, must suck to be in that position, he plans to make the best of it and finish some free schooling there, so hopefully that will work out. Tried many times to renew some sort of friendship with Jenny since last updating, to no avail unfortunately. She is too stubborn to try to talk about things with me. She has it set in her mind that I will tune out everything she says, I don't see how it would hurt to have just enough faith to try. I'm sure she'll read this, so, will you please just try to talk with me? I miss having you as my friend, you were an important part in my life, and if I was in yours, the least we have to do is talk for real. Chi's been all worried about me as of late because one of my wisdom teeth came in all evil, and now there's an infection in my gums, could spread to my eyes and blind me, then to my brain and kill me. Had it for a week now, and I started getting an ear ache a couple days ago(possibly hypochondria), won't get into detail describing it but it's gotten gross. Supposed to go to the dentist on monday for a consultation. If I die before I get it fixed, well, damnit death by mouth infection is such a BS way to go heh. My stuff's all been claimed already, sorry people. So, long story short, moving again, gotta start from scratch again, miss Cory and Jenny, and I might die due to a wisdom tooth coming in crooked.

Pizzout people.
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