dream on!
One of my biggest dreams since I was about 11 might come true. My expectations are so high right now that, if said dream doesn't come true, I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life.
Holy crap.
Also, this weekend I'm going to take one of the most important tests of my life, and I can't sit on my chair and focus and get the studying over with to save my goddamn life. I'm so screwed up.