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Well I didn't write in this yesterday and it's simple...I wasn't at work?! I was sick...I'd been feeling light headed, sick to my stomach and then I'd get headaches. I have no idea whats wrong with me but I really hope my headaches don't come back like they did last year. Last school year I had them every other day if not everyday. I hate headaches and I'm beginning to wonder if they are migrains that are sucking their way into my brain to cause me nothing but pain, those bastards!
I just finished reading Fight Club and watched the movie yesterday. The movie was extremely accurate with the movie until the end. Which works too because it leads you to believe that Tyler is gone but in the book you get a whole different feeling. It explains how he goes to a mental institution and there he gets letters from the outside and he's still thinking about Tyler and the Project Mayhem is still happening. All together it has a good story line and I really liked it alot!
School starts in less than two weeks. It's really weird to think that I'm going to have to do work again and write papers and such. Honestly though I want to write a couple of papers. I've been in the mood to write and that will help with the first couple of papers right? I don't think I'll even be writing too many papers this semester because I'm only taking four classes (History, Stats, Intro to Theatre and Spanish II). The only classes I might have to write papers for is History and Spanish. I'm pretty scared about Spanish and Stats. I've never been good at either but I need to take them and I figured I should take them when I'm ready to go back and looking foward to it. It sounds like I'm going to have good teachers which makes me even happier about it all.
The one thing that I wasn't expecting was the cost of my damn books. Since I only have four classes I figured I'll get there when the bookstore opens and get like all used books and not have to pay a lot. HA HA Wasn't I wrong. All the books that I had to buy where new. I ended up paying $467.00 for those things! :[ I was mad about it but I guess I can sell them all back for half of what I paid and the spanish set I will most likely be using again next semester for Spanish III. It was depressing though....but what's money for an education...right?
I'm really in an exploring mood. I want to go around and take pictures and write stories for them. I feel like listening to music that makes you want to get lost in nothing. Yeah I love doing that...that's my relaxation, my form of meditation.
I was looking at Zach Brauff's Myspace today and I found it quite interesting. I loved the fact that he writes blogs letting everyone know how his life is going and what he's been doing. He actually seems like a real person, not the type that think they're better than everyone else. He gives off the feel that he's doing acting and directing because that's what he really loves and being famous is just something that happened and like it's not that big of a deal. I really respect that and it makes me like him even more.
Tonight Mom, Kylee and Kelby are coming up around 5:30-6 and we are going to the Outlet Mall. I have a couple things I want to get and they are going to do a little school shopping and such. I've been trying to think of the perfect gift for Tim for our two year anniversary. I don't want to get him just anything. I want to get him something practical that he'll really enjoy. I've got one thing in mind but I'm not sure if that's exactly what I want to get him. Ooo I just thought of something else too, but we'll see if I find anything tonight.
I was just on Myspace and Tim's brother Pat just bought a 1973 chevy nova!!! It's so nice! He needs to come home with that car right now so I can go for a ride in it!
Every time I go to Wal-Mart now I always looks at this amazing camera that I want to get! Its a Casio which is the same brand as the one we have at my house. All the functions are the same and it has even more cool stuff. It has an anti-shake and a really quick picture taking time. It's almost as good as just a regular camera. I want it so bad and I was thinking about getting it for christmas but I really would like to have it now! haha Doesn't that just sound horrible? O well I am in the mood to take lots and lots of pictures! hehe And plus who really wants to take outdoor pictures in the middle of winter when you could be taking them all through out fall right?! Don't worry I'll talk to mother about all this!
Your Autobiography
Part 1: The Birth of You.
Were you a planned baby?: Well I'm goning to have to say that I believe I was but I'm not exactly positive.
Were you the first?: Yes, and that's why I'm thinking that I must have been planned because there were three more after me?! haha
Part 2: The Family.
How would you describe your family?: My family....I love them! They are the kind of parents who are up to date with today. They remember what it was like to be a kid. They love me for me and have always encouraged me to be whatever and do whatever I've wanted. My three sisters are a real good time too. Like all siblings we have our fights but we all get along and without each we'd all be lost. I couldn't ask for a better family!
Are your parents still married?: Yep : ]
Siblings or an only child?: Three younger sisters
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, youngest?: Oldest
Which parent do you get along with best?: I guess it depends on the situation and what we're talking about? I get along with them both about the same though.
What do you fight about?: The apartment and that type of thing.
Part 3: The Friends.
Do you have more than one best friend?: Yeah
What do you like to do when you are together?: Well Tim we do the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing! We like to watch movies, go out to eat, go for walks, be random and just cuddle. He's amazing.
Becky and I like to hang out at the apartment, go shopping and again be random. We talk alot and by the way she does a great job highlighting hair :] haha
Christa and I haven't had a chance to hang out in a while but when we do we make grilled cheese, watch soap operas and fall asleep haha Well that was when we were seniors but the last time we hung out we were at Narazeth and went shopping and fun stuff like that! I deff want to hang out with here again soon!
Do you share the same interests?: Yeah for the most part....don't friends usually share alot of the same interests?
Which friend can you tell anything to?: Tim is the one I do tell everything to but I trust Becky and Chirsta both enough that I could tell them pretty much anything too.
Part 4: Your Personality.
How high/low is your self esteem?: Most of the time it is a pretty good self-esteem but I do have my times when it's not so high.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: It depends on what the type of thing is. If it's a real personal thing that I can get depressed about it pretty easily.
Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: Sometimes an extrovert but 60% of the time an introvert
Are You Happy?: Yes I am
Do you live life to the fullest?: I don't think I do to the fullest, there are a lot of things I could do differently that would benefit me or I could change the way I think about things but that's part of who I am and once I figure out things I'll be able to live a little fuller
Part 5: Appearance.
Are you comfortable with the way you look?: At times, I'm not gonna lie though because there are times I wish I didn't look this way
What would you change about your appearance if you could? my belly
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nose
Describe your hair?: Welllll it now looks good because the wonderful Becky put highlights in it. It was a lighter brownish and now its more like a dirty blonde
How do you dress?: t-shirt and jeans or sporty shorts...I'll only look cute sometimes and that's for a special occasion more than likely
Part 6: The Past.
Were you a strange child? Well I was a tomboy and was outside a lot doing crazy things and getting myself into trouble so if you want to call that strange...well then sure!
What did you use to love that you no longer do? I used to love playing basketball and I still do, but don't ever get a chance to really play anymore :[
Do you have the same friends?: ehhh kinda?
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: I can't really think of anything that would even be worth mentioning. There have been things that have inspired me that were bad but not traumatizing
Part 7: The Future.
What is your ambition?: To have a good job, love it, marrying and have a wonderful life lasting relationship
Are you scared of growing old?: Yeah I'm always thinking about the future and it's one of my downfalls
Do you want to get married?: Of course
Part 8: The Outdoors.
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: depends on the weather and who I'm with
What is your favorite season?: Spring and Fall
Favorite weather? 65-75, slight breeze and sunny or a huge thunderstorm with lots of warm rain
Part 9: Food.
Are you a vegetarian?: hell no!
What is your favorite food?: o god...there's a lot! Lets just say that I do not like pasta, veggies or fruits? haha
What food makes you want to gag? There are a lot of them....
what is your favorite desert?: Fresh Chocolate Chip Cookies and with a close second comes Chocolate cake with white frosting
What is your favorite restaurant?: fast food=Wendy's and just a regular restaurant...Well I'm not really sure that I have one?
Are you a picky eater? Extremely...just ask my family or tim and they'll tell you all about it. I've always been this way sine I was a kid (that's strange? haha)
Well it's getting close to the end of work and I've been writing in this on and off for the past two hours just in case you were wondering why it's so damn sparatic! It was fun and I'm sure there will be another update tomorrow because I will be just as bored! :]