wow

[achokingbeauty]

So somethings have happened this weekend and
I've been doing a lot of thinking about a lot
of different things. I need to really talk to
some people and get some things straight and
make sure we are on the same page because
that's just what has to be done. I don't know
what is going to become of it but I can't
keep ignoring it anymore. It's only making
things harder on me. I also decided that I
need to start trying to help myself and open
up to new things or else I'm going to be stuck
like this for a long time. I don't know what
it was that hit me but I hope I'm not just
worrying or thinking too much about everything.

I think that I'm going to go outside and wander
around and think some more, but thats only
after I get through watching this movie....