Dear Lord, it's been a long time
I don't even know what to write, I just felt bad about not posting often anymore. But, honestly, school has been getting in the way, and the little free time I have I'm trying to have a social life with (it's failing, by the way).
Anyways, tomorrow I go to church where I get to see everyone... BLEH. quite honestly, lately I don't really care if I see any of my friends, I just want to spend time with A. and my family. My friends are unreliable at best, and I'm starting to just not care anymore. Does that make me a bad person? I'm not sure if it does or not.
Also, I've been SO TIRED. It's not even funny how tired I've been. If I could combine the two things I've wanted to do most lately, I'd been cuddled upto A., sleeping in bed all the time. I just want to sleep. That's all I want in life at the moment. A. and sleep. And making my family happy, though that's kinda' a constant weight over my head.
Progress reports are coming out soon :[ I don't have any idea if my grades are good or not. Oh well. Wish me luck.
Anyways, tomorrow I go to church where I get to see everyone... BLEH. quite honestly, lately I don't really care if I see any of my friends, I just want to spend time with A. and my family. My friends are unreliable at best, and I'm starting to just not care anymore. Does that make me a bad person? I'm not sure if it does or not.
Also, I've been SO TIRED. It's not even funny how tired I've been. If I could combine the two things I've wanted to do most lately, I'd been cuddled upto A., sleeping in bed all the time. I just want to sleep. That's all I want in life at the moment. A. and sleep. And making my family happy, though that's kinda' a constant weight over my head.
Progress reports are coming out soon :[ I don't have any idea if my grades are good or not. Oh well. Wish me luck.