Oi D:
So, first let me say that "cheese and crackers" is my new favorite saying simply because I met a thirty+ year old man who would say it every 15 minutes.
Now, let me say that this month in general has really sucked fish. My writing has turned to crap, and I don't know how to fix it. I'm seriously having some issues with getting motivated enough to work on my story, and when I do manage to find motivation and/or inspiration I can't write anything worth reading (in my opinion). Even the people who I really trust enough to let them read my work say it's not good compared to what I usually write.
So what's wrong?! This isn't an ordinary case of writer's block, because I know what I want to do with my story and I can picture everything in my head, I just can't write well! It's the most irritating thing on Earth. Writing is what I do! I can't not be good at it :( I've become seriously depressed over this subject, and I believe the only way to fix it is for A. to come back from Texas and read it so he can insult me and make me do better.
Yes, he insults my work occasionally, though with good intentions. He's the only person blunt enough to tell me that something sucks and then help me fix it (though no worries, he always follows up with a compliment ;D), and I whole heartedly return the favor.
Meh. I just have to survive until Sunday and I'm home free.
Anyway, I have another "little things" post. This made me happy, despite A. having been a butt-head all day. As a goodnight text, he sent me:
"Sleep sweet baby. I am so in love with you."
Ain't he just the sweetest thing? lol. Now for B. We were talking about her depression, and how happiness takes work and she can't just give up after not even trying.
"I love you Brandie. Thank you."
It's simple, but it made me smile. B. is like a sister to me, and we've known each other for over five years so she better love me!
And now, I'm officially out of things to say/rant about. I'll post sometime tomorrow if I have time. Adios.