ya know
i like not doing anything.
normally i frown upon it, because i like being constructive or not wasting my life.
but i've grown so irritated with people & tired physically & mentally from all the shit i do,
that i'd prefer to just sit home & browse my HD channels.
or paint. or read.
idc.
something that involves me, and just me.
& minimal work.
I joined a gym, also.
which doesn't help.
but i need it.
im fat.
really fat.
& i want it to stop.
i've also been spending a lot of time doing work around the house, as per usual
and doing things like painting my grandfathers house & putting up his new fence
and then i work. a lot.
AND OMFG THERES ONE THING ABOUT MY LIFE THAT MAKES ME HAPPIER THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE.
my birthday present.
my parents finally bought me red sox tickets! they're phenomenal seats, considering. behind home plate & i get to take mandy!
august 13th<3 its a day game too.
so we can go early and enjoy boston, then go to fenway and witness what may be
the single greatest baseball game of my life.
for the sole fact that it is a boston red sox game at fenway park. and i get to see it IRL!
in reality, besides my mom, there's no one else i'd rather share this experience with.
speaking of her, us two + ashley are going to a boys like girls free concert in oakland beach tomorrow morning.
then of course i have work at 4. but still.
i don't know what else to tell the world of livejournal
i'm just telling my life story
because it's 11:15 at night, i have nothing else to do cause i had work tonight, and my parents are asleep
i still really hate everybody
my mood just kinda changed since i started thinking about the red sox tickets haha :)<3
normally i frown upon it, because i like being constructive or not wasting my life.
but i've grown so irritated with people & tired physically & mentally from all the shit i do,
that i'd prefer to just sit home & browse my HD channels.
or paint. or read.
idc.
something that involves me, and just me.
& minimal work.
I joined a gym, also.
which doesn't help.
but i need it.
im fat.
really fat.
& i want it to stop.
i've also been spending a lot of time doing work around the house, as per usual
and doing things like painting my grandfathers house & putting up his new fence
and then i work. a lot.
AND OMFG THERES ONE THING ABOUT MY LIFE THAT MAKES ME HAPPIER THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE.
my birthday present.
my parents finally bought me red sox tickets! they're phenomenal seats, considering. behind home plate & i get to take mandy!
august 13th<3 its a day game too.
so we can go early and enjoy boston, then go to fenway and witness what may be
the single greatest baseball game of my life.
for the sole fact that it is a boston red sox game at fenway park. and i get to see it IRL!
in reality, besides my mom, there's no one else i'd rather share this experience with.
speaking of her, us two + ashley are going to a boys like girls free concert in oakland beach tomorrow morning.
then of course i have work at 4. but still.
i don't know what else to tell the world of livejournal
i'm just telling my life story
because it's 11:15 at night, i have nothing else to do cause i had work tonight, and my parents are asleep
i still really hate everybody
my mood just kinda changed since i started thinking about the red sox tickets haha :)<3