Nov 07, 2003 16:00
Finally my biology paper is over! I don't think I did too well though :\ ah well, a 60% is plenty good for a paper written the morning that the damn thing was due (literally). Heh, there was some other girl who was did the same thing, then some frat guy who was all snotty and "really? I never leave my work until the last minute." I laughed at him.
Then got home and slept for a little while, woke up, went online and was waiting for Naruto to edit when I got bored and started browsing anime galleries for art to use as icons. After much browsing, decided to keep my old one, except went and messed around with grungy brushes. I absolutely love the sleeping dog from karekano. No idea what the name is... pokepon or something with a -pon... I think. The last one isn't very good, so I'll probably end up taking it off and messing around with it.
Have been so tired today, I kept falling asleep in class... ah well, will be going shopping tomorrow. So hopefully won't fall over and die during late cook shift >_<, whee... lots and lots of coke! I think I'll just buy a 6 pack and slowly work on that over the course of my weekend shifts. Speaking of which I should be dropping off my resumes at various places. *sigh* no cushy receptionist job for me, not that I really had a chance against all the 30-year-olds with some 10 odd years of receptionist experience.
I have this bad habit of trailing off in the middle of sentences as soon as I see someone start to write something down on paper. Its like... as soon as I them write, any decent answers just fly out of my head and start to panic and stutter. I should stop that. After all, not every interview is going to be like the panago one.
"Why do you want to work here?"
"I need a job that pays money."
"Okay, can you start on wednesday?"
Ah... good days. Hmmm... definately need sugar. Burned my tongue on wonton soup at lunch. Even just thinking about going to anything social like where I might have to talk to people just terrifies me now... I'm so used to blending in to walls and such that I'd just make a fool of myself if I tried to talk to anyone. Not to mention that I need several hours of preparation before I can probably step out of the house. At least that what I'd think I need... if ever faced with the situation then I'd probably need a couple days of just mental preparation >_<
Ah... when'd I become so terrified of people and socialness? Eh, that okay XD