Aug 26, 2005 18:15
Because I don't want you to know where I am. Because then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps sinking up to the beating of my heart, and I was positive that unless I got myself together,I would watch me fall apart.
You know, I am chaos... Even though I'm the most stable person you've ever met. Makes sense, doesn't it?