if you die, you'll still think

[achinglybizarre]

I haven’t written in a while because I haven’t been motivated. I’ve been lazy and I regret it now. I’ve been collecting since I got here a collection of items to send home to loved ones. Catalina gets a ring I bought off some tattooed (drug-user) who made several comments about my shirt, over and over and over. Lauren gets two of those large beaded necklaces she’s been looking for. I’ve got a letter for Adra, a cd, some stuff I’ve found about and around and maybe something else. I’m going to send Annie something but I don’t know what yet. I started a Harry Potter club before I left. You can join if you want… It’s probably the dumbest of all my ideas but it’s still from me so give me credit or some shit.

The day we got here was a huge blurry mess, literally, fog and rain. And finally today the sun peeped through the clouds around four so we spent 2 hours at the beach and pool and my skin is already browning. UGHHHH. I had a dream about skin cancer now, I’m paranoid beyond reason. I saw an old woman with ice for eyes and she had skin like leather…scariest thing I can think of at the moment. Just add that lady to the huge list of things I’m scared of: zombies, ice cream man with truck, red pants, drunks, zombie(ice eyes), old leathery skinned women….

I’ll probably be adding to it sooner than you think.

I just heard a bug get zapped.

I have a fisheye camera.

I made friends with my grandparent’s computer. It has agreed to work with me.

I want to sleep on the beach under those stars.