i love how you don't love me!
i love the fact that you don't say i love you..it doesn't make me feel so tied down. I love the way that you care but try not to show it so much. I love how you don't say all the sweet things you know im dying to hear because it just makes me want it more. I love how you don't put me down. I love how we joke around and never take it to heart. I love how you drive too fast just so you scare me a little and get me to laugh. I love how if you forget to say good-night you call right back just to say it. I love how you kiss my forehead n just squeeze me real tight. I love how you understand..no means no. I love how you respect to me. I love how you don't love me.
wow..things are actually pretty good right now..im getting along with everyone..im tryin to help some ppl that I love make it through some things. I have kick ass weekends with my girls. I spend time with my boy. The reality of life n death is coming in to play a lot this yr. My mom's friend is about to die, she has cancer..n thats REALLY hard on my mom because they are really close..n plus we lost Zach's dad this past yr. from cancer. My parents are good though no arguing lately n no complaints about too much.. I have been pushin myself in school and realize it isn't that hard to keep up, I just think its because the work load is lighter this yr. Music has become an even bigger part of my life..I feel like I could just dance n my room for hours to music, it just explains so much. ...I hope everyone is doin good right now..i love all of yall! ur truly amazing!
in this world u find out who cares, who loves you, who will always be there for u, and who doesnt give two fucks about you.....time to figure out whos who who are you to me?