am I crazy?
Last night I got really worried that something bad was going to happen to me.
is it really crazy to think that someone would ask their friends to beat someone up and they would do it? Stuff like that happens all the time, why wouldn't it happen to me?
I just don't like working til 7 without a male around. It's dark (right now, it doesn't matter when it's light out)... and it can just be very scary. mike talked like it was never possible and things like that never happen... Seemed a little of a sheltered theory to me. I know stuff like this can happen, stuff like this happens everyday.
I feel better this morning but the fear is coming back. I'm more just concerned in general of something bad happening to me. Mel works with me tonight, she'll protect me! haha.
The cat must of been on my computer last night, since my caps lock key was on... my glasses weren't ontop of my computer anymore and my screen was dim. At first I was freaking out that my screen was breaking or something... but then I realized the caps lock had been on so I pressed the brightness key and all is better now!
christmas in 9/10 days...
oh man.
today is my 3 month!.. oh crap. actually...haha yesterday was! why did I think it was the 15th? Mike.. i'm nuts. i'm losing my mind!
is it really crazy to think that someone would ask their friends to beat someone up and they would do it? Stuff like that happens all the time, why wouldn't it happen to me?
I just don't like working til 7 without a male around. It's dark (right now, it doesn't matter when it's light out)... and it can just be very scary. mike talked like it was never possible and things like that never happen... Seemed a little of a sheltered theory to me. I know stuff like this can happen, stuff like this happens everyday.
I feel better this morning but the fear is coming back. I'm more just concerned in general of something bad happening to me. Mel works with me tonight, she'll protect me! haha.
The cat must of been on my computer last night, since my caps lock key was on... my glasses weren't ontop of my computer anymore and my screen was dim. At first I was freaking out that my screen was breaking or something... but then I realized the caps lock had been on so I pressed the brightness key and all is better now!
christmas in 9/10 days...
oh man.
today is my 3 month!.. oh crap. actually...haha yesterday was! why did I think it was the 15th? Mike.. i'm nuts. i'm losing my mind!