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I'm finally home. I can't say I'm too happy about it though. The only reason I wanted to go home was to see my parents. But otherwise I had a nice time in Russia. If i were given more time I would probably try and make friends and stuff. But I still was able to see some people my own age and hang out with them. It was relaxing. Now I am thrust back into the real world where I have to deal with college crap and moving out. My 18th birthday is coming up, should I even have a party? I feel disconnected from some people. Some people that I was close with during the year don't even exist to me anymore, some because of actual rifts, but some I don't even know why. I know one thing though, I'm so tired of making plans. I'm tired of initiating, I just want to be left in peace. I feel that in college everything will be so much easier. Just living with one another is like non stop hangoutage. I really can't wait.