Mar 15, 2005 11:51
I’VE HEARD IT SAID
THAT PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES FOR A REASON
BRINGING SOMETHING WE MUST LEARN
AND WE ARE LED
TO THOSE WHO HELP US MOST TO GROW
IF WE LET THEM
AND WE HELP THEM IN RETURN
WELL, I DON’T KNOW IF I BELIEVE THAT’S TRUE
BUT I KNOW I’M WHO I AM TODAY
BECAUSE I KNEW YOU.
LIKE A COMET PULLED FROM ORBIT
AS IT PASSES A SUN
LIKE A STREAM THAT MEETS A BOULDER
HALFWAY THROUGH THE WOOD
WHO CAN SAY IF I’VE BEEN CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
BUT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU
I HAVE BEEN CHANGED FOR GOOD.
It is so weird when you say something over and over and then you start to doubt if you really even meant it or not. I think I might have started doing that.
I got an application to Kanbar yesterday. I want to go there with my whole heart. I am so unbelievably scared about next year.
We are doing CATS in choir and we practiced the dance today. It freaking is the coolest thing ever and I'm so siked on it. Also, I FINNNNAAALLLLYYY learned that damned dance for Once upon a Mattress. They are making cuts tomorrow and I will be majorly crushed if I don't make it. Going to states on friday for hockey. Woot woot. Hopefully I'll be able to play. My back has been fucked so Ive been gimping around in a brace. I didn't get to play last year because of my knee and I'll cry if I get forced to sit again. I think I might seriously be falling apart. No, but really.
This past weekend was tons of fun, had a sleep over which I haven't done in a while. I enjoyed it. But, good lord, we watch the Excorcist Beggining movie and it is possibly the dumbest thing I have ever seen in my entire life. Honestly, It was awful.
Some may have blamed us that we cease to speak
Of things we spoke of in our verses early,
Saying: a lovely voice is such as such;
Saying: that lady's eyes were sad last week,
Wherein the world's whole joy is born and dies;
Saying: she hath this way or that, this much
Of grace, this way or that, this much
Of grace, this little misericorde;
Ask us no further word;
If we were proud, then proud to be so wise
Ask us no more of all the things ye heard;
We may not speak of them, they touch us nearly.
I adore Ezra Pound.
I told my mom that there was a band called Better Than Ezra and she thought I was weird.
Oh! So I found out that these two girls that stalk Al hate me. Haha. God thats funny. If only...
We had debates/research paper things in English. Meg and I talked about sex education, this other team talked about marijuana and Tiffany and Andres talked about illegal immigration. Then Andres says all loud, "Lets just smoke a little weed and have an orgy with illegal immigrants." The teacher gave us the eye. I laughed and was super proud to know him.