I'm a loooooossssseeeerrrrr.
I saw Miss PN's live journal like 5 seconds ago and she changed her colors and I went "Whoa, I want to change mine too." So I did. That's my story.
Anyways, this weekend has been very weird and I don't like it. The weather is weird, the people are weird, everything is just a little...weird...I just thought about that Hanson song "Weird"...Does anyone remember that? I loved Hanson, especially the little one with the fucked up teeth. I always tried to pretend I didn't like them but really I did. Zach, was his name. He was dreamy. I drew a picture of him and I wanted to send it to him but I never did. I had it in the envelope, addressed and everything. But then I didn't send it. I don't really remeber why. I chickened out I think because I thought he wouldn't like it and wouldn't want to be my boyfriend. 10 year olds are stupid.
On Saturday I went to Stella's, drank a chai (because I'm cool and indie) and saw this really awesome chick play acoustic. She was really good and I was happy to hear that I had won the drawing for a free CD of hers. I never win stuff like that so I was excited.
I'm so freaked out right now. When I'm alone for too long I always get freaked out. Sometimes I feel so confident about where I'm going and then there are days like today when I'm just so scared that I'm not going anywhere at all in life. Maybe I feel like that because I waste my life writing in stupid online journals. I hate days like today...I have so much to do but I'm so lazy right now. I watched My Super Sweet 16 all by myself this morning and drank 4 glasses of chocolate milk. What a sad exsistence. I rock.
Anyways, this weekend has been very weird and I don't like it. The weather is weird, the people are weird, everything is just a little...weird...I just thought about that Hanson song "Weird"...Does anyone remember that? I loved Hanson, especially the little one with the fucked up teeth. I always tried to pretend I didn't like them but really I did. Zach, was his name. He was dreamy. I drew a picture of him and I wanted to send it to him but I never did. I had it in the envelope, addressed and everything. But then I didn't send it. I don't really remeber why. I chickened out I think because I thought he wouldn't like it and wouldn't want to be my boyfriend. 10 year olds are stupid.
On Saturday I went to Stella's, drank a chai (because I'm cool and indie) and saw this really awesome chick play acoustic. She was really good and I was happy to hear that I had won the drawing for a free CD of hers. I never win stuff like that so I was excited.
I'm so freaked out right now. When I'm alone for too long I always get freaked out. Sometimes I feel so confident about where I'm going and then there are days like today when I'm just so scared that I'm not going anywhere at all in life. Maybe I feel like that because I waste my life writing in stupid online journals. I hate days like today...I have so much to do but I'm so lazy right now. I watched My Super Sweet 16 all by myself this morning and drank 4 glasses of chocolate milk. What a sad exsistence. I rock.