o brother where art thou

Apr 28, 2005 20:38

I watched Oceans 12 today and subsequently missed my brother beyond belief.
He's been saying that he wants to move out here and I wish he would so much.
It's so lonely out here without any siblings. I feel like an only child and I
hate it. If he came out here we could go to school together. It would be amazing.
Maybe we could even live together.
He really was a good brother when I was little. He would always let me play video
games with him Eric and Grover. We would make hilarious home movies. Like soap
operas and fighting ones and just dorky stuff. Basically he and I had a blast together.
I think it would be so fun to party with my bro. If we had an appartment together we
could have sweet theme parties.
Although he always was a goody good in high school so I don't know if he would condone that.

It's funny, I was talking to Erin about how we feel less than our siblings and I really started to pray that my little brothers feel like that about me. Dylan called me so upset and ashmed because he got a B in social studies and I got all A's till I was a sophmore. He was all upset and I just was like that is rediculious! He has nothing to be ashamed of.

I can remember how horrible I felt when the cops brought Jurasin and I home and my little brother saw that. I dissapointed everyone but with my parents I felt like they were made to handle that, but my brothers shouldn't. I couldn't handle them being dissapointed in me, ever. I really think that's why I haven't done really stupid stuff. They totally save me from myself.

I love my brothers.
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