I'm so unbelievably lucky.
I have so much.
I'm such a lucky person.
And I realize I take a lot of that for granted.
Cause there are still a lot of things I want.
But, It's all from self hate.
I don't have the courage, and the confidence to truely do the one thing that is best for me.
The the that will make people respect me again, and not look down on me and think,
"Did she really fugk up that bad?"
I need to get things straight.
I need friend support to make up for mine.
And what I realized is,
If I just ask, they're willingly give it to me.
I can't believe I doubt myself so much, I doubted them too.
I'm so sorry.
I promise to try and turn things around, and make up for the things I've done.
Also, Tea is right.
Real life friends are amazing,
But sometimes online friends can be just as helpful.
ilall my friends.
:]<3
I'm such a lucky person.
And I realize I take a lot of that for granted.
Cause there are still a lot of things I want.
But, It's all from self hate.
I don't have the courage, and the confidence to truely do the one thing that is best for me.
The the that will make people respect me again, and not look down on me and think,
"Did she really fugk up that bad?"
I need to get things straight.
I need friend support to make up for mine.
And what I realized is,
If I just ask, they're willingly give it to me.
I can't believe I doubt myself so much, I doubted them too.
I'm so sorry.
I promise to try and turn things around, and make up for the things I've done.
Also, Tea is right.
Real life friends are amazing,
But sometimes online friends can be just as helpful.
ilall my friends.
:]<3