Nov 04, 2009 22:10
I haven't posted on here in forever.
And I need to update my icons to...well, basically no more Bill, and all Kevin McHale.
x/
Tea, and Katie's right;; No one posts on Lj anymore.
I wonder if I posted on my cell, if it would actually post.
I'll test it out one day this week or something.
But yes, I do have something to Lj about today.
So yeah, here we go:
So, lately I've been dealing with more dramsa.
And slacking in school.
So the two things are kinda catching up to me and all.
I have soooo much homework to do tomorrow.
But whatever.
Just lately, because of the stress, it's been harder to deal with, and I've been crying a lot.
And if I didn't have people like Katie, Tea, Sarah, Amandie, Mike-A-Tay, MikeyyTwittle, etc. who can always make me smile,
I'd be dead miserable without them. Honest to Glee.
But just a couple of days ago, I came into contact again with someone from my past.
And, we've been talking via Stalkbook.
And, I just, Idk.
He's made me smile so much, and he's done things with me like Stickam, that others wouldn't after only talking for two days.
We have the same music taste, and he lives up the hill from me.
And he's just sweet. He saw I was upset, and immediately asked about it, and offered to help.
Yes, he's a geek.
Yes, he's a crybaby.
Yes, he's not the most arttractive person.
But he's cute to me, and I have a good time talking to him.
Whenever I'm upset now, I want to talk to him.
Or I'll stay on Stalkbook for hours on end just waiting to see if he'll come on.
He's wicked cute. And invited me to be apart of his Dungeons and Dragons group. Haha.
Idk, I guess I can just see the good inside of people. I look at people for who they are on the inside, not the outside.
And I really just don't care anymore.
If I have to deal with the drama going on with Robay about choosing and what not, whatever.
I can't date, so what could possibly be holding him back for me? Nothing.
So go do whatever. I dont even care anymore, because from all this, I'm seeing ones who really care for me, and I'm happy.
I'd kill to have best friends like Katie, and Sarah. And I already have them, so I' not complaining.
And I love hanging with Tea now.
And I can always call Mikeyy if I'm upset.
And Amandie always makes me smile, no matter what. xD
And now I have him.
[For a nickname, I'll just call him estiee.]
So...I'm just going to try to turn things around, and just let life take it's course. :]
Oooh, Lj, How I've missed you.