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I.Love.Lewis.Black.
2 resolutions I'm failing at so far:
-Exercising... Haven't done a thing! I wanted to start walking, but oh geeze... 9degree weather? no thank you.
-not being lazy... I want to get work done but here i am, not getting work done. sigh...
Joe has many opportunities open to him come graduation. a few job offers, maybe even free tuition for grad school (while working on campus... ) He's confused on what to do because he has options. I don't have many options... Nothing is really open to me. nothing offered. What the fuck am I going to do?
I want to go to Europe and travel
I want to live in NYC for a little while to get it out of my system.. at least have a job there and commute (stay with sisters...)
I want to have a job, that i would enjoy.
I want to do grad school. On what? Either art education, game development, photography/fineArts, or archeology(would have to go to another school for that...)
that also goes with.. well, where the hell am I going to live? parents? I love them but NC is NOT NYC... quite the opposite. Rochester? tempting, but i do want to experience other places. My Sister's? and do what? babysit?! that's what $100,000 of education is worth ... a babysitter with a fucking B.F.A
so... what am I doing?
no.fucking.clue.
this kinda sucks.. it does. I wish I had time to contemplate on what I want to do. and figure it out... like now... be set.
sigh.
2 resolutions I'm failing at so far:
-Exercising... Haven't done a thing! I wanted to start walking, but oh geeze... 9degree weather? no thank you.
-not being lazy... I want to get work done but here i am, not getting work done. sigh...
Joe has many opportunities open to him come graduation. a few job offers, maybe even free tuition for grad school (while working on campus... ) He's confused on what to do because he has options. I don't have many options... Nothing is really open to me. nothing offered. What the fuck am I going to do?
I want to go to Europe and travel
I want to live in NYC for a little while to get it out of my system.. at least have a job there and commute (stay with sisters...)
I want to have a job, that i would enjoy.
I want to do grad school. On what? Either art education, game development, photography/fineArts, or archeology(would have to go to another school for that...)
that also goes with.. well, where the hell am I going to live? parents? I love them but NC is NOT NYC... quite the opposite. Rochester? tempting, but i do want to experience other places. My Sister's? and do what? babysit?! that's what $100,000 of education is worth ... a babysitter with a fucking B.F.A
so... what am I doing?
no.fucking.clue.
this kinda sucks.. it does. I wish I had time to contemplate on what I want to do. and figure it out... like now... be set.
sigh.