Yikes.
Its been 1 week and 2 days since the break started.
I have really good days, and really, really bad days. Bad days where the only person that can make me feel better, hold me and comfort me.... can't. -which makes it even worse.
I honestly don't really know why I'm writing this. Perhaps... to let out my feelings where you can see them (but something tells me you havent been reading my journal...) so that leaves me again to the question why write? Because I usually write for that very reason- so you can read about how I'm feeling. I think now, I'm writing because I want to. Because I want to record this time of my life down in words.. idk.
School was kind of... crazy last week, crazy as in i didn't make it to school a lot. So... bad. But, I am not going to let that happen again. Last week was pretty bad. This week I refuse to let bring me down. I made an A on my first anthropology quiz! :D thats about it.. lol ive been hanging out with really good friends of mine... its been nice. i love ella so much! haha. she can make me happy no matter what, sometimes.
superbowl today... i'm going to dad's because he's cooking some pretty awesome food! i'm THERE. :]
I have really good days, and really, really bad days. Bad days where the only person that can make me feel better, hold me and comfort me.... can't. -which makes it even worse.
I honestly don't really know why I'm writing this. Perhaps... to let out my feelings where you can see them (but something tells me you havent been reading my journal...) so that leaves me again to the question why write? Because I usually write for that very reason- so you can read about how I'm feeling. I think now, I'm writing because I want to. Because I want to record this time of my life down in words.. idk.
School was kind of... crazy last week, crazy as in i didn't make it to school a lot. So... bad. But, I am not going to let that happen again. Last week was pretty bad. This week I refuse to let bring me down. I made an A on my first anthropology quiz! :D thats about it.. lol ive been hanging out with really good friends of mine... its been nice. i love ella so much! haha. she can make me happy no matter what, sometimes.
superbowl today... i'm going to dad's because he's cooking some pretty awesome food! i'm THERE. :]