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I got my period at school and there was blood on the crotch of my pants and matthew laughed at me. and then i waited for 2 hours with really bbad cramps for my grandmother to pick me up. i don't have to get examined at the gynothingy.. they're just going to give me birth control pills. i can't wait.. then i'll never have to worry for another period.
cactus flowers are so pretty, i love when it turns to nighttime and then they bloom. that hot sticky looking night time purple color.. mm.. i love the night time.