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The clouds are gray, they cover the sun.
I look around, there is No one.
im crying, shaking and alone.
It's a desolate place out here
and im destined to be empty i fear.
Im bitter towards love.
I put it all out waiting to be beat
What i feared the most was my hearts defeat
And the heart that once was is no more.
Some say the sun will once again shine,
how do they know what is what when its mine?
I lay alone in the fog of lonliness.
I am standing alone now. Faced with two choices. One to let this loss take me down low into the pits of despair or hold onto a dream. A dream of having someone that loves me for me. Someone who cares if what they say makes me cry. I want someone who will give there hearts as much as i gave mine. I will never jump again into the pool of love. I will never make that mistake. I want my prince....he told me that princes are only in the movies.. but i know with as much as im capable of loving that there is a prince out there. Someone who will respect me, not call me names, be sensitive, laugh, be compassionate, like to act silly...and just be able to connect with me on some emotional level. I want a smart boy who knows more than just baseball stats. I want someoe who can talk about nothing and it mean so much. I want someone who doesn't let little things bother them. I want someone I can hang out with. Someone who doesn't care if i wear sweatpants, and they dont mind if i miss out on shaving my legs one day. i want someone who wants me for ME. not myappearance. im awesome. im funny...and i try my hardest to be a good person. Im sick of getting screwed.
but until then im going to be young and single....
going out with my new friends, and definately making time for the old ones....
MOTHER FUCKING LOCKEY IS BACK IN ACTION BEEYOTCH
I look around, there is No one.
im crying, shaking and alone.
It's a desolate place out here
and im destined to be empty i fear.
Im bitter towards love.
I put it all out waiting to be beat
What i feared the most was my hearts defeat
And the heart that once was is no more.
Some say the sun will once again shine,
how do they know what is what when its mine?
I lay alone in the fog of lonliness.
I am standing alone now. Faced with two choices. One to let this loss take me down low into the pits of despair or hold onto a dream. A dream of having someone that loves me for me. Someone who cares if what they say makes me cry. I want someone who will give there hearts as much as i gave mine. I will never jump again into the pool of love. I will never make that mistake. I want my prince....he told me that princes are only in the movies.. but i know with as much as im capable of loving that there is a prince out there. Someone who will respect me, not call me names, be sensitive, laugh, be compassionate, like to act silly...and just be able to connect with me on some emotional level. I want a smart boy who knows more than just baseball stats. I want someoe who can talk about nothing and it mean so much. I want someone who doesn't let little things bother them. I want someone I can hang out with. Someone who doesn't care if i wear sweatpants, and they dont mind if i miss out on shaving my legs one day. i want someone who wants me for ME. not myappearance. im awesome. im funny...and i try my hardest to be a good person. Im sick of getting screwed.
but until then im going to be young and single....
going out with my new friends, and definately making time for the old ones....
MOTHER FUCKING LOCKEY IS BACK IN ACTION BEEYOTCH