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ok so im sitting at my house all by myself and as i look at out the window my by computer I see the full moon, in between two trees, with clouds around that. the light from the moon outlining the clouds in that eriee yes beautiful way that only happens at night. Anyway i cant stop staring at it, even as im trying this entry, its so beautiful, I really wish i could take a picture of the whole scene, I know most of you would love it.
What makes this scene more perfect is that it tops as great day in the life of achenbach. I really had a wonderful day. I cant explain why I had a great day I just did.
I got a tattoo today, well a fake one anyway, its a lion head with flowers, its quite pimp and all my "lady friends" at the pool love it. and the best part is after my 2 hours sitting in the pool the tattoo is still on and it looks better than ever, no that im dwelling on the tattoo. :)
Well the past few months of my life have been great, ive grown in almost evey way, other that physically. One area that I have grown in is my spiritual life.
I got invited to so many things with so many people, many of them church events, and that has made me rethink that way i live and that has change me for the better. I feel better, and i feel like im starting to live for God. before the summer it was like "ok i know god exists and hes there" but I had no real relationship with him. and if you asked me If i knew wether or not I was going to heaven I hight strugle for a moment and say yes, but deep inside I wasnt sure.
Now toward the end of the summer I can say, more confidently that yes im going to heaven, and its a great feeling. i dont feel like im there 100% and i dont do everything that i should do, but everyday is one more day to breaking that habbit, or one more day i didnt do something bad, and it makes me feel great. I almost feel like i have more energy to attack my life now.
Well as I said, I dont feel like im there 100% yet and now that im going to camp I feel like this could be that last push to being full devoted to him and this my be what i need. The reason i feel this way is because I ent to the same camp one year and by the end I had an emotional breakdown, and i realy wanted to live for Him. well a few weeks back in weston and i was back to my old ways. Now I feel like I have more control over myself and I feel like I can keep that feeling for God strong for a long time to come, not just 3 weeks. I cant wait.
I need to go stair at the moon for a little while longer so I will TTYL and sorry for my spelling, i never pased a spelling test in my life, well mabye once or twice.
What makes this scene more perfect is that it tops as great day in the life of achenbach. I really had a wonderful day. I cant explain why I had a great day I just did.
I got a tattoo today, well a fake one anyway, its a lion head with flowers, its quite pimp and all my "lady friends" at the pool love it. and the best part is after my 2 hours sitting in the pool the tattoo is still on and it looks better than ever, no that im dwelling on the tattoo. :)
Well the past few months of my life have been great, ive grown in almost evey way, other that physically. One area that I have grown in is my spiritual life.
I got invited to so many things with so many people, many of them church events, and that has made me rethink that way i live and that has change me for the better. I feel better, and i feel like im starting to live for God. before the summer it was like "ok i know god exists and hes there" but I had no real relationship with him. and if you asked me If i knew wether or not I was going to heaven I hight strugle for a moment and say yes, but deep inside I wasnt sure.
Now toward the end of the summer I can say, more confidently that yes im going to heaven, and its a great feeling. i dont feel like im there 100% and i dont do everything that i should do, but everyday is one more day to breaking that habbit, or one more day i didnt do something bad, and it makes me feel great. I almost feel like i have more energy to attack my life now.
Well as I said, I dont feel like im there 100% yet and now that im going to camp I feel like this could be that last push to being full devoted to him and this my be what i need. The reason i feel this way is because I ent to the same camp one year and by the end I had an emotional breakdown, and i realy wanted to live for Him. well a few weeks back in weston and i was back to my old ways. Now I feel like I have more control over myself and I feel like I can keep that feeling for God strong for a long time to come, not just 3 weeks. I cant wait.
I need to go stair at the moon for a little while longer so I will TTYL and sorry for my spelling, i never pased a spelling test in my life, well mabye once or twice.