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i really really really really ADORE ben.
like, a lot.
i can't wait to see him again.
i wanted to have sex with him so bad last night and it never happened (thank godddd) sex ruins everything. that doesn't mean that we didn't do some very hard making out. he gave me a message last night. first person to ever touch me and not freak out. he has magic hands. and we went to hollywood cemetary yesterday. and we just walked around. and he kissed me and we got coffee and he kissed me there, (of course, i kissed him back each time) and we sat in his car for a couple of hours and talked and then we went to the dam near my house and then we went to "his apartment" to feed his cats and then we went back in his car and just talked and made out for like hours. we were hanging out from 3 until 12:30 last night. but i certainly had a lot of fun.
it just sucks because he's leaving in 3 months :-/
like, a lot.
i can't wait to see him again.
i wanted to have sex with him so bad last night and it never happened (thank godddd) sex ruins everything. that doesn't mean that we didn't do some very hard making out. he gave me a message last night. first person to ever touch me and not freak out. he has magic hands. and we went to hollywood cemetary yesterday. and we just walked around. and he kissed me and we got coffee and he kissed me there, (of course, i kissed him back each time) and we sat in his car for a couple of hours and talked and then we went to the dam near my house and then we went to "his apartment" to feed his cats and then we went back in his car and just talked and made out for like hours. we were hanging out from 3 until 12:30 last night. but i certainly had a lot of fun.
it just sucks because he's leaving in 3 months :-/